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Dear Diary, You would never guess who decided to make a guest star fucking appearance...yup you guess it, David patchy beard Brewster. How do I feel ? I wish I could express those feelings but I can't. It's bad enough that I'm dwelling over my brothers death but now I have to worry about another man who did me so wrong. Sometimes I wonder why things had to end up the way they did but I remember what my grandma once told me " God doesn't put you in situations by accident, he is testing your faith in him and pushing you to your balance" did I ever understand what she meant by that? No but hopefully I'll understand one day. Welp that's all for now. Thanks for listening to my boring ass rants.
I let out a deep sigh closing up my diary. Yesterday after David decided to pop up from God knows where I kept myself locked up in the guest room I was staying in
Walking out of the guest room I decided to check in the kids rooms starting with Kameron and Kross
Seeing that they were knocked out still I closed their door going into Imanis room
I heard her TV on cartoons which is unusual because she likes to sleep with her TV off. She claims it's too distracting
" Time for check up, Time for check up" I heard a small voice sing
I giggled when I realized it was Dave daughter who's name I didn't get
" Hey Sweetheart, are you hungry" Her head turned my way when she realized I was in the room
" Mhm food" She squealed getting up from her spot on the carpet
" I'm Jayda but you can call me Jay, what's your name" I studied her features. There was no way Dave could deny this child if he wanted to
She had his same mug and bushy eyebrows
" I Kairi Chanel Brewster" She smiled proudly. She spoke so well to only be two
My heart ached knowing my baby girl couldn't be here with me today
I blinked away any tears before they could roll down my face
