(Lmao I don't think will be much angst I'm adding other genres to this book to)
Mark just randomly got a thought
"What if the members don't like me? What if they are just pretending?"
And he started overthinking and kept thinking about it even more.
He tried to dismiss those thoughts so prevent him from ruining his mood, but it was already ruined.
He kept up making up stuff in his head that didn't happen such as
Them ignoring him, saying
"Man leave the group" "maybe if you would leave our group would be better"
Mark laid in his bed, blanket covering his whole body, properly crying by now. He remembered when they didn't invite him to go to the fair.
He thought "maybe they had so much fun without me, they probably enjoyed it better"
Mark had realized that Johnny was right there.
"Hey mark what's wrong?"
"Just feeling sad for no reason"
"Oh and can I ask a question?"
"Of course Markie"
"Do you and the others really enjoy being around me? I feel like you all don't like me"
"What makes you think that?"
Johnny said with a relaxing tone
"Almost everything tbh, you all used to seem to enjoy being around me but that changed overtime." Mark said
"We enjoy being around you, stop overthinking, we love you, you are our group member!" Johnny lied
"Yea I guess I should stop overthinking" mark smiled
Johnny hugged mark until he went to sleep, after he "fell asleep". Johnny left to jaehyun's room.
"He fell for it" Johnny said with a giggle
Jaehyun laughed "such a dumbass"
Mark had pretended to fall asleep and overheard what they were saying
"Whatever, I'll leave the group anyways, hope they have fun without me" mark thought.
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The next morning, mark walked to the CEOs office to talk To him
" I want to leave the group, I'm tired of this feeling I got, and I realized that they don't like me and talk bad about me when I'm not listening"
He sighed "are you 100% Sure on your decision, once you leave you won't return"
"I'm 100% sure in my decision, and i don't want to return back"
"Alright, so all we have to do is tell the other members and that's it"
After the other members were told, they felt regret, Mark is so loved by the fans, how are the fans gonna feel after they are told?
S.M made a statement, a lot of the fans comments were sad and disappointed, Mark was gonna have his last stage on March 9.
Mark regretted now, he knew he wasn't gonna perform again, unless he joins another group.
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March 9.
After the performance was over, Mark gave his goodbye speech. It was full off regret, he didn't say why he was leaving. He only said "for personal reasons".
