Our Epilogue

Twelve

{ 5 Years Ago }

"Hey... I um... I'm going to go lay down for a bit..." Sandra whispered to Cristal.

"Do you want me to go with you?"

"No no it's okay it'll only be for a bit I'll be back."

"Okay, but call me if you need anything I'll be right here."

"Yeah I know."

Sandra looked at Taehyung one last time but this time he looked back. Without breaking the gaze she stood up. She turned around and walked away.

When she entered the house she walked straight to her room and started packing her things. She made up her mind. She didn't want to be around someone that didn't want her around.

"Just get out of my life.."

The words kept on repeating and repeating in her head.
Once her things were packed she sat on her desk and started writing on a piece of paper. She folded it up and put it in an envelope.

She made sure one last time she had everything she needed. Before she walked out the door, she stopped and rushed up the stairs. She went into her and Cristal's shared room and grabbed her laptop. She left it on top of her bed and grabbed the letter she originally left there.

"It's for the best.." She sighed and left.

xx

Taehyung rushed into his new shared apartment and into his room. He threw all the letters on his bed and started going through them again. They all had his name and he realized they also had dates. He decided to organize all the letters by date and when he found the first letter he froze.

"Holy shit..."

The date matched Jungkook and Katia's wedding day. Without thinking twice about it he ripped the envelope open.

{Letter #1}

Taehyung,

I know you're still mad at me and I know that you still feel this rage towards me, but I really hope you read this. I never wanted to hurt you that was the last thing I wanted to do.. I love you... I love you so much more than I intended to. I think I fell in love you way before I even realized how I felt towards you. Beginning a relationship with you and giving in on my feelings was terrifying to me because I was afraid of getting hurt again... and even though this didn't end well I don't regret a single thing. You were great to me. You showed me a whole new meaning of love and you gave me our son. Taekwon, our son is alive. I found out a week ago. I went to the hospital looking for Christopher, I didn't remember a single thing that had happened, but I didn't doubt my loyalty to you. That was the only time I went looking for him. I bumped into the doctor that had been trying to contact me. Taekwon being a premature baby and very delicate got mistaken by dead since his little heart was barely beating. When the doctor told me our baby boy was alive I felt like the happiest girl in this planet. I kept it a secret from you because I wanted to know the whole truth before giving you the news. I didn't want our baby to be inbetween this drama. I visited him everyday from that day on. He is so small but I can already tell he's going to look like you and I kinda envy that. This is what I wanted to tell you earlier tonight. I got my memories back and I was right about not being unfaithful to you. I got this feeling of excitement that maybe if I told you the truth and about our baby boy everything would be okay, but I was wrong. It wasn't a surprise to me tho.. I told you once that I wasn't really that lucky in love and tonight once again confirmed I was right, which is why I decided to leave. My break up with Christopher affected everyone else's relationships and I didn't want that to happen again because of our breakup. I can't do that to my friends. You told me to get out of your life and that's exactly what I'm doing. I have no idea what I'm going to do or where I'm heading to, but I'll figure it out.. Taekwon and I will figure it out. I wanted you to know about Taekwon before I left but you didn't give me the chance.. it's okay though... like you once told me, everything happens for a reason. I wish you the best life Taehyung.. I hope one day you'll find someone who will treat you right... I really do.. and don't worry one day you'll get to meet your son.. I promise I'll tell him all about his daddy while he grows up.. all great things of course. Goodbye Taehyung take care of yourself... I love you.. I'll always love you..