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Chapter Four

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"What the actual fuck?" Andy pushed me back into the bathroom, and closed the door. His brow furrowed and he ran his thumb under my nose. He was pissed off. 'be care full with Andy.. He has anger problems..' Danny's words ran through my mind. "Sit your ass down now and explain."

So I did. I explained what I told Danny. But I had to tell him the raunchy details, because he knew I was doing drugs. I told him how my parents were addicts and I got into it to sell it because we were financially incapable for the ability to provide for the cost of living, then how I did it more after I found out I had cancer.
"Please... Don't tell Danny... I-I'm trying my hardest to stop. I need help, and I don't want a lot of people knowing." I whined and looked at Andy. He was still pissed, but he showed compassion.

"You are the stupidest fucker out there i hope you know that. But i like you enough to care. We'll figure something out before we leave. Danny had this problem too, but different drug." Andy said. I knew that. Ronnie Radke did too.

"Andy i'm scared.. That one time when I have a panic attack, I wont be able to stop it." I said with tears falling down my cheeks. It was the most emotional subject i could ever talk about with someone.

Andy pulled me in for a hug. "It'll be okay, Motley. I'll help you out. Just come to me next time you have a craving to do that." He hugged me tighter and then he said; "i'm here for you. I know your friends are too, aswell as Danny. He really likes you."

"I know. I should get back to them." And I did. Andy stayed in the bathroom to make a phone call, and I walked back and sat next to Danny.

"W-are you okay?" He whispered to me. I nodded. "You're crying." He said. Shit fuck.
"I stubbed my toe then hit my head." I mumbled.

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Andy slept on the couch, Zayna and Vos slept in their bedroom (they split it when they sleep over. Vos is gay) and Danny insisted he slept in my room with me. I woke up and looked at the clock; 6:24 A.M. Sadia and Danny were passed out on the bed, and I slowly got out of bed and headed downstairs.

Andy was up. He was in the kitchen with his nose in the fridge. I poked his back and he stood up and hugged me. I whispered for him to be quiet and I walked him out back, to the porch.

"So, I was thinking... Since i'm bunked with AA for their tour, and we have an extra bunk, maybe you'd come with us on the tour? We have four states in USA, then we go to Russia, Ukraine, Europe, and Ireland. I'm just a tag along and I'm Danny and the others wont mind." Andy said. I listened and nodded. "How'd you sleep?"

"Like shit.. " i wanted to tell Andy that I felt safe in Danny's arms last night. He cuddled me and knew how gentle to be. He warmed me up, and I also had sadie on the other side of me. "You'll have to tell Danny."

"Tell me what?" I heard Danny open the sliding glass door and he walked out.

"I was thinking we should let Motley claim the extra bunk in the bus." Andy said.

"Yeah, thatd be fine." Danny smiled. I walked to him and hugged him and rested my chin against his chest. "Morning, love." He smiled and kissed my forehead.

"Once everyone wakes up, i'll make breakfast." I said.

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After breakfast, everyone wanted to go in the pool. As everyone got dressed into swimsuits,i sat in my room on my bed. Last time i was in a pool, my ex held me down and tried to kill me. I got in my bathing suit and shyly went to the pool, and put my feet in. Andy and Danny were in the pool, as well as Zayna and Vos. They both knew about my fear of water. So they stuck by my side more.