King's Concubine

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i don't know why but, the crown prince never came to my mansion ever since we kissed passionately

i clearly know he is the crown prince at first i was shocked because i am always rude to him

but he didn't punished me

but then i felt happiness when i am with him, though it's late to realize it now because i only realized that i like him when he is gone....

it's been a year i guessed, i know lagi nalang akong nakakulong sa kwarto, tulog, kain, takas sa mansiyon para kumain ng street foods, or namamsyal sa green house

after i finished all my lessons i became more matured and elegant, i guess?

it's only a month before the wedding, yah! the crown prince will marry the crowned princess, i can't understand why i felt a little stab on my heart

well of course you like him you idiot!

oh well i gues i just need an exercise to unwind my mind!

today is my birthday but then i only have one wish, maybe i want the prince to visit me and greet me a happy birthday!

i dont know why!

like i said you like him!

bakit siya nalang lagi ang iniisip ko? after our heated kiss he's just gone!

urgh! justine you like him!

is he just in heat that's why he did that? or he is just prentending to like me?

oh my! i am going crazy i am talking to myself! though it's kinda fun, i am not alone

well obviously you're alone justine damn it!

while i am not in myself i am walking towards the field at the back of the mansion, this is where i learned how to ride a horse, and now i am going to ride a horse!

i didnt realize that i am walking on the open field without a horse and then suddenly i heared a sound of a running horse

and it is running towards me god damn it!

i felt my mind went blank, cold sweat trickled in my forehead, i want to run but then my feet feels like it is nailed on the ground

i braced myself and closed my eyes and just prays that i survived after this

but then i await minutes but i am not hurt, i slowly open my eyes

the sun rise rays shone to me and the horse, and the man riding the horse

i gulped

beautiful, i didn't see him in one year but he is becoming more gorgeous, those silvery hair and sharp phoenix emerald eyes

he is breathtaking!

i suddenly forgot how to breath and then i fainted and died, then they burried me the end!

no no no! just kidding!

we just stare at each other, i gave him an akward smile

"hi?"  i said akwardly

he didn't say a word, he just stared at me like i am nothing.... his eyes are cold, his eyes tells me like he doesnt know me,

i felt my heart being stab but then i compose myself and smiled brightly, like his stares are nothing

hey you must apologize to me you dumb! you nearly killed me! and it's my birthday!

"what are you still doing here"

he said deep and coldly, i shivered with his words,

"don't you still remember me?" i ask boldy

his brows twitch

"do i have to know someone and lowly like you?" he replied coldly.

it hurts, right i am just his concubine, i must not assume that he liked me just because he kissed me, i should have known, but still it hurts

i laugh fakely

"well then can't you say sorry for nearly making me die?" i ask him with my sarcastic tone

"move"

he said still cold

"no" i said firmly

"Eunuch Han!"
he shouted, and then suddenly a eunuch in green uniform arrives, his head hung low

"yes your majesty"
he said respectfully

"i want you to drag this bold woman in to the punishment room to recieve her punishment, 20 flogs then let her starve for 3 days for being bold and not respecting the royal bloodline, the future king"

he said all those words mercilessly, and slowly my eyes stung but i still held tears, he changed, and i don't like it

just let me die! you know it hurts to be flagged, it also hurts my pride!

but my heart hurt the most

the eunuch held me but i didnt protest i just slowly followed his lead, my mind is blank, don't have the energy to think things through, i didn't even beg

i lost my will to face him so it's better to go to the punishment room to recieve my punishment than to torture my heart

he changed......