SwaSan Fanfiction :" Behind Their Masks( Unedited Version) "

Epilogue 1

                                                        

Epilogue (1):"The First Date 

                                            

Part A:"The Car Ride "

              Swara mind wondered over million things.. Here she was going to her first date with the man she loves.. Yet her mind can't ignore how the same person ignored for an whole day.. It was not like him.. She held back not wanting to ruin their first date but when for the past ten minutes her mind  refused to ignore it.. She decided to do something about it.. 

Swara :"So did Asha had fun "

Sanskar :" She loved it.. Though she missed you the most.. She kept complaining about it "

Swara :" Why didn't you then? "

Sanskar :" What..? "

Swara:" Why didn't you take me with you then.. You didn't even ask me if I wanted to go.. "

Sanskar :" I am sorry.. I should have asked you.. "

Swara :" It fine.. Maybe you wanted to have an father - daughter day.. I would have been the third wheel "

Sanskar :"  I ask you next time Okay.. Can you just forgive me this once . please.. . I should have thought about you.. I didn't.. I am sorry "

Swara:" Okay.. Next time.. Ask me.. I don't want to be left out Sanskaar.. Especially when it comes to you and Asha.."

Sanskar :"Promise "

Part B: The dinner date

             Swara really tried to enjoy her first date.. But she couldn't.. Sanskar being silent for the most of the time was not helping.. He did talk about the menu, on what she liked to eat and so on.. But the rest of the dinner was in complete silence and it bothered her.. She briefly wondered if all first date will be awkward like hers.. She loved him, he loved her. But yet it felt like strangers on their first meet.. She never been on a date before.. Maybe she would have but she don't have any memories of it..  She tried to break the continued silence when their dinner reached the dessert time..Because she got tired of it.. 

Swara :"It awkward Sanskaar.. I am sorry but what going on.. You barely look at me, you don't talk.. And I really don't want to bring it up.. But this doesn't feel like us "

                        Swara expected an emotional response from sanskar.. Anger was her first option.. Her she was on date, in an place that screamed romantic with the heavily decorated dinning room.. It looked like an place out of fairly tale.. Before her was good food that looked beautiful and tasted splendid and most important she was with the person she claim to love and if anyone said to that person it was awkward.. They probably would have gotten angry.. If not angry maybe disappointed that his efforts were not appreciated.. Or surprised that his date didn't like it.. But Sanskaar surprised her by laughing at her words.. It was not an reaction she  expected from him . And  he even looked somewhat relieved. And an bright smile went on his face.. Something she missed seeing the past week.. 

                            Then it dawned her.. Throughout this date.. She was thinking about how she felt.. But the relief in his face meant he faced the same dilemma and wasn't able to express it like her.. If he didn't like it then why did he brought her here.. And the most important question of all.. Did he hate the date or hate the fact she was his  date.. She surely hoped it not the latter.. After a minute of silence he spoke up.. Clearing her confusion.. 

Sanskaar :"Let get out of  here then.. Because I agree this isn't us.. I needed to hear that.. I think I should stop trying it the normal way then.. "