As I child I remember nothing more then dreaming of becoming something
Now I dream of the day I take my breath away and become nothing
Last week I remember when I looked in the mirror in horror
Glaring at my self for being so out of proportion
I rushed to my knees bowed down my head
Let it out in one quick motion
Yesterday I remember when I hung up the phone, the smile leaving my lips
As soon as the line went dead I let the tears fall and slashed at my hips
I remember just as a few hours ago I tugged at my shirt and pulled at my hair
I'm indignant with life
Death is only fair
A few seconds ago with my head held high
I sliced straight down my wrist
and said my goodbye's
