hsmtmts imagines and stuff

gini cause I have no request and as I said I'm trash

⚠️talk of PTSD and eating disorders⚠️

Incecurity

Gina and Nini have been dating for a while now but recently Gina has been really depressed. Shes so tired she can barley see straight cause Everytime she sleep she gets nightmares of her dad. So she's currently at a cast party Ashlyn threw everyone stayed over so its around ten when Nini sees Gina burn her hand on the wood stove. thats when Nini finally says something. "Okay what's going on" she asks as EJ got some bandages and Ricky helps her to the chair. "I don't know what your talking about I just fell." Gina says barley above a whisper looking away from Nini. She hated lying to Nini. They never lied to each other but Gina was scared, she didn't want Nini to leave. "Bullshit" Nini says earning gasps and looks of surprise. Nini didn't curse. She smack Gina on the arm every time Gina cursed. Gina keeps her head down griping her jeans till her knuckles turn white. "I-i... N-nothing" she says as tears well in her eyes EJ comes back handing Nini the bandage. As soon as she saw tears nini's face softened "Baby?" She says grabbing the hand that's burnt kissing the top of it before starting to bandage her palm. Gina sniffles as tears stared to fall as she softly cried in both pain from the burn and fear of Nini leaving her. When nini's done she lifts Gina's faces by her chin and kisses her softly to show she's not in trouble but that she's just worried. " Hey Ash do you have somewhere we can talk." "Yeah my room you know where it's at" she smiles softly and turns the music back on. Nini leads Gina to Ashlyns room and shuts the door. "Please tell me what's wrong I just want to help." Nini says as she and Gina go to the air mattress set up for later cause kort just sleeps with Ash and then it's sleep on asks floor they put it in the corner of the room where there's the least light during the day. But Nini turns on the table lamp and they lay down having no plan to sleep just wanting to be in each others embrace. After a bit the younger girl breaks the silence. "I-i have PTSD" Gina says quietly making Nini look down at her. "Is that why you've been acting weird lately?" She ask receiving a nod "look at me Gina" she says softly making the younger girl look at her with tear stained cheeks. "Why didn't you tell me?" Nini asks curiously her tone still soft. "I'm scared you'll leave me" she whispers. Nini looks at her shocked but kisses her anyway. This one is full of passion it was as if she had collected every single "I love you" and put it in the kiss. Gina loved it, every single second of it. Gina turns so shes more comfortable hooking her arms around her girlfriends neck pulling her closer as Nini rapped her arms around her waist. When they break apart Nini leans there heads together. "I love you, Never doubt that okay baby?" Gina nods lightly "Gina? Is- is that why you've been losing weight?" She asks stuffing her head in Gina's neck. she feels her tence up at the question so she leaves light kisses on her neck to calm her. It worked "n-no I have something called anorexia" she says barley a whisper." Nini lifts her head up and kisses Ginas cheek silently nodding for her to continue "I was recovering but then I saw my dad the last month for a wedding a-and my nightmares came back and I didn't really notice till a few days ago." She says and nini kisses her head "when was the last time you slept?" Gina sighs "before we got here I had a nap." "I mean actual sleep not ten minutes" she says teasingly Gina smiled. "Maybe like three or four days ago, Ive had naps here and there so I'm fine I swear" she says softly and Nini shakes her head. "Get in you're pajamas I'll tell everyone were sleeping early. and don't sorry I won't utter a word of what you said to me I promise" Gina nods and smiles "will you hold me when we get back?" Nini smiles and kisses her jaw line not able to reach Ginas cheek as she had sit up on her knees between ninis legs. They get up and Nini goes down stairs while Gina changes. "Hey guys Gina hasn't slept very well for the past few days so we're going to sleep early." She says earning nods and "okays" "hey there's still some burgers left if Gina wants some, I don't think I saw her eat yet." Nini smiles at her friend "thanks yeah I'll bring her one" she smiles and brings one up with her after making it and cutting it in fours she figured Gina wouldn't want all of it. She alsho grabs her water bottle and meets Gina on the air mattress. "I brought you something you don't have to eat all of it but can you at least try for half?" She says and Gina smiles softly knowing exactly what ninis doing and nods. She eats almost all of it there was one part left but nini didn't mind. She asked her to eat half and she ate more then that so she just changed and layed next to her. Gina immediately snuggles into her and nini cages her protectively. When the girls came to go to bed kortney takes a picture and sends it to EJ in the boy's room she hears 5 quiet "awww" the girls Giggle and go to Ashlyn's bed. Kortney and Ashlyn fall asleep holding hands. EJ and rickey fall asleep in each other's arms. Seb and Carlos fell asleep facing each other with their hands interlocked and red fell asleep cuddling the cat, but Gina didn't have a nightmare that night.