hsmtmts imagines and stuff

more gini cause why not?

⚠️panic attack warning⚠️ also this is a very au one shot sooo yeah enjoy

Gina was always confident,That's what everyone admired about her. So when when her friends found out she had anxiety they didn't really think much of it, that is until Friday. The day of her history test. When the group of friends where talking and joking through lunch Gina was cramming for her test. She was never good at history shes dyslexic and the words don't make sense but if she didn't pass this test then her mom wouldn't let her go to the dance studio until her next history test. "Hey babe, maybe you should take a break." Nini says holding her girlfriends hand "you've been at it for a week straight" Gina doesn't look up from her book her mind was on overdrive, Everything was getting to be to much. "No I have to study, if I don't study I fail and if I fail I can't dance and if I can't dance i can't do anything!" she says quickly shouting the last part a bit causing the group to look at her with concern. Nini tries to meet her eyes but Gina keeps reading. "Baby?" Nini says noticing the younger girls breathing was getting ragged. "I-i need to pass this test b-but I can't,I work harder then anyone in the school and I still barley pass." Gina takes a shaky breath starting feeling her throat starting to close. "Gi-" Nini starts but gets cut off "if I can't get a pass then I can't dance till the next test and even then Its still not for sure unless I pass that test." Gina rambles all her thoughts basically puting it of her mouth. "if I can't dance what am I good for,I don't write songs like you Ricky and Ashlyn." She says looking up and everyone can see the tears threatening to fall, they can hear in her breathy cracking voice and they know this is more the just pre-test jitters. "Im not like carlos or ej who know exactly who they wanna be, Or seb who can pass a test with his eyes closed. The only thing I know is dance if I don't have that then I'm useless" she says finally letting out a a shaky breath, it starts to get hard to breath as tears blur her vision she gets up on her wobbly legs barley being able to stand she runs out to the big tree behind the school Nini following as fast as she can. Once Gina reaches the tree she collapses and lets the tears fall. no one ever come back there except Gina and her friends. This was there spot. Gina what gasping just trying to breath, hands trying to grip the dirt just needing to hold on to something. When Nini sees this her heart breaks and within seconds she wrapping her arms around the taller girl. "Shh your okay breath baby. I got you, your safe okay look at me." She says Gina looks up at her trying to copy her breathing. When it doesn't work Nini dose something EJ says helps Ricky and pulls Gina to her chest leading her hand on her stomach so Gina can feel her breathing as she hears her heart beat. "I got you your safe I'm right here" Nini says as Gina starts to calm down Nini kisses her head. "Im s-orry" Gina croaks out. "It's okay babygirl, I got you, Nothing to be sorry for." She says softly making Gina melt into her. Nini smiles softly at the girl as she lifted her head up. "Your not useless without dance Gina. Your also a great winter and actor, who cares if you don't know what to do after school I'll be there the whole time and so all everyone else. Also seb is just smarter then everyone so you don't have to worry about that." She says earning a small laugh from the younger girl. "I know how much dance means to you and as you know my bedroom is always open to you." She says smiling at the small chuckle from her girlfriend "How about you just forget about everything and just go to history and Ace that test" Nini says now realizing the time and lunch has been over for an hour and they have 15 minutes till next class witch for Gina is history. "I can't I don't know how to forget everything,my mo-"Gina gets cut off by nini kissing her. Gina knew exactly what she was doing. Nini knew that Gina forgets everything when they kiss. So when they pull away Gina smiles at Nini. "Come one you have a test to Ace and if you get lost just try to remember Wednesday." She says earning a blush as they started walking to ginas class. "You mean when we 'studied'" Nini giggles and nodded and they got to Gina's clas just in time for the bell to ring for the next class to start. Nini kisses Gina softly before running to her last class of the day that she was already late for. During the test Gina did feel a little more confident. Sure she was the last one to finish and everyone had gone home already but once she did finish she brought the test up to get graded seeing her friends all in the window cheering her on causing the teacher to let out an amused laugh as she graded. Gina was nervous but when she saw her score she had the biggest smile on her face running out to nini and kissing her quickly erupting a laugh from the older girl. "I got an 'C-' I can still dance" she shouted as everyone cheered. "I just kept flashing back to when I was a nini's house and she helped me study." She smile blushing when she noticed the smirk on nini's face. "Then mabey we should study like that more often" she says and everyone laughed as Gina blushed more. "who's up for celebratory fro-yo" EJ yells as they all go to there cars everyone cheered and agreed to meet at the fro-yo place. Gina was happy she had friends like them. She smiled kissing Nini before holding her hand as Ricky begins to drive.