Secrets, Soccer and Sex

Sad Day

Deaglans POV
I am startled awake by my alarm clock at 3:22. I get up and shower then put on my uniform. I don't want to be leaving, but I have too. I am the only one who can do this.
I grab my phone and text Oliver who is my boyfriend.

I wish I told Rhian about him.
"Just woke up, going to wake up Rhian. I love you. See you in Ireland. Kisses D"
It's killing me not telling Rhian that I am saying someone. She is going to kill me when she does find out.
I let out Axel and then head to wake up Rhian.
I walk into her room and rub my hand over her face.
"Rhi it's time to wake up" I whisper.
She groans and says "I will get up in an hour."
Knowing that we don't have to leave until 6 and it is 4:17, she has plenty of time.
I walk you to the kitchen to make myself breakfast.
My phone chimes and its Oliver "Deaglan I can't wait to see you. By the way your dad is here. I love you. Have a safe flight. I can't wait to kiss your soft lips. XOXO Oli!"
Just thinking about kissing the man that I love is making my cock hard. Rather then thinking about sex I need to be getting ready to leave. So I head back to my room and fill my duffel bag. I shouldn't be gone that long. Probably just a few months. I look at my clock and notice it's 5:15. Rhian comes into my room with a really red face. I grab her into a hug.
"Rhian there is no reason to cry. Nothing bad is going to happen."
"Deck you don't know that!"
"Actually I do, but I can't give you any more details."
I grab my duffel and head for the truck. Axel and Gipsy jump in the truck.

"I don't know how long i'm going to be gone this time Rhian, but can you please not do anything stupid." Deck said while rubbing my left wrist. I don't say anything.

"I keep forgetting to ask but if you "work"for the CIA, then why do we have to drive to Fort Mccoy and you not go to a regular airport?"

"Rhian those details are classified. I wish I could tell you, but I legally can't."

I roll my eyes and ignore him.

Harlee was actually outside waiting for us when we pulled into the driveway. No one talked on the way to the base. Deaglan and I have a playlist that we listen to when he is leaving. It consists of FFDP, Distubed, and many many more artists. The drive takes 2.5 hours. When Deaglan arrives he has to show his military ID. Harlee and I get guest passes.
"There are so many hot guys here" I heard Harlee say as she jumped out of the truck.
Deaglan loved Axle. I hugged and kissed Deaglan, then got back into the truck. I started bawling my eyes out. Gypsy jumped into my lap and put her head on my shoulder like she does when I cry. When I was able to get my composier I started driving.

Harlee and I stopped at a Denny's for breakfast. We ordered our food to go so we could eat with the dogs. They are so spoiled that I got a steak for them to share.

While eating in the truck in the parking lot Harlee says "I don't know how you can do that. You guys are so close."

"I can tell you that it doesn't get easier. It actually gets harder, he can never tell me where he is going. Not being able to talk to him months on end fucking sucks. "

"Well you have me to talk to. I just want you to know that."
"Thank you, I appreciate that."
As we drive back Harlee and I talk about every place I have lived, about soccer, our brothers and just got to know a little more about each other. She was really interested in my life, which I don't mind. I haven't had a girl who I liked talking to in a long time. It was nice to open up a little bit. Of course I didn't tell her everything. I like how she hasn't asked about my scars.

Since we had the dogs we just took them to a dog park. Axle for sure needed to run. He hated being cooped up in the truck. After the dogs got tired, I dropped Harlee off at home. I gave her a giant hug.