Tjay
The Next Day
At Home
"Damn mane, you fuck up bad" Bubba said
"Mane this y'all fault" I said
"How the fuck?" Kev said
"Y'all wanted run a train on her!"
"Truee, but you should of just said no. You got no will power bruh"
"Whatever mane"
"Just give her some space mane"
"Nah fuck that"
I got out my phone and text Esme.
I know you probably don't want to talk to me right now. But I just want to let you know that I'm sorry. I truly am sorry, I don't want you to hate me. Cause honestly I couldn't live with yourself if you do. I know what I did was wrong; honestly I don't know what I was thinking. I understand if you never want to talk to me again. But I'm hoping that will forgive me Esme and give another chance. Cause I really like you and want us to be more than friends. It's just that I ain't never be with a girl like you. Most girls would of been on dick and shit. But you... you not like them. You're different; that's why I need in my corner Esme. So I'm asking you from the bottom of my heart to forgive me.
Esme💙 I don't hate you Tjay and yes I forgive you. But it gonna take some time for me to trust you again
That's all I want to know, and I understand. But trust me, I'm gonna do whatever it take for you to trust me again.
I exit Esme's threads and went to EJ.
I already apologize Esme and she forgive me. But are we still cool bruh?
EJ 💸 Yea mane, even though you hurt Esme. But we're gonna always be cool. You're my brother for life and you apologizing to her is all I need. Just don't let it happen again.
"Come on" I said
"Where we going?" Bubba said
"To EJ's house"
They nod and left out
***
"I can't believe you brought roses" Kev said
"That nigga in love" Bubba said
"Ain't nobody in love" I said knocking on the door
"Yea aight"
"Tjay?" Esme said
"Wassup" I said walking inside
"These for you" I said hand the roses to her
"Awwwe thank you, they beautiful" she said
"You welcome, anything to make you happy"
"I'm put them in a vase, I'll be right back" she said walking away
"Wassup" EJ grasping my hand
"Ain't shit mane" I said
"He brought Esme roses" Kev said
"What? Tjay brought roses for a girl?!"
"Nigga in love" Bubba said
"Mane ain't nobody in love" I said
She walk back in the liver room.
"You hungry?" I said
"No, I already ate" she said
"Let's go in yo room"
She nod and went to her room. She peck my lips
"What was that for?" I said
"Just because" Esme said
"Oh"
She got in my lap and straddle me.
"What you doing shawt?" I said
"I'm ready" she said
"You sure?"
"Yes"
"Aight, but not today though. I want it to be special. A moment you'll never forget"
She nod
"I'm going to the stu, wanna come with?" I said
"Yess" Esme said
I pat her hip and she get up. We walk out her room and EJ em look at us.
"The fuck y'all niggas looking at?" I said walking towards the door
"What was y'all doing? Fucking?" Kev said
"No nigga, we was just talking"
"About?" EJ said Walking outside
"She told me she's ready for first time"
"And you didn't?"
"Nah, I want it to be special when I do, know what I'm saying?"
"No I don't.... Nigga you pussy whip!" Bubba said laughing
"Bruh how about you get a girl first"
All of us got in the car and I drive off.
~~
"Fuck niggas, I don't trust niggas
If you bust triggers and you tell, you a fuck nigga)
If you tell, you a fuck nigga
(How you tell on the gang? If you mention my name
Boy, I promise I'ma kill you, better duck, nigga
What's up with you? I grew up with you
Used to fuck with you, now I'm wishing that a bus hit you
I used to fuck with you, now I'm wishing that a bus hit you)
(Fuck niggas, I don't trust niggas
If you bust triggers and you tell, you a fuck nigga)
Fuck nigga
Nah, Lil Tjay (Fuck nigga), yeah, yeah
(Now I'm wishing that a bus hit you)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Skrrt, skrrt, yeah)...." I rap
After I finish I walk out the booth.
"Bruh that about fye!" Bubba said
