Chapter7

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Chapt7 .. Derek.pov

I opened my eyes , Being awakened by the early October morning sun. I look beside me and look at the most intriguing sight in the world. Stiles.

I smile as he stirs beside me yawning and snuggling into my chest, me pulling him closer by his waist . I softly stroke the skin at the small of his back . I just can't seem to tear my eyes from him.

Damn , how horrible It would've been to have lost him. As I was wrapped up in thought, stiles eyes shot open And we just stared at each other for moment.

He had this look of pain in his eyes, he looked so tired and used up. When stiles is feeling broken and upset I feel as if his pain is my own. And it broke my heart to think that I'm the cause of his pain. Not knowing what to say I look away from him.

"What's wrong?" Stiles asked running his fingers through my hair soothingly

"Nothing ... " I said shaking my head "I uhm .. I just need some time to think"

I tried to get up and untangle myself from stiles. But he pulled me back down by my shoulders. And climbed on top of me resting his hips on top of mine. He grabbed my wrists pinning them down.

I could think of a much better use of this position ...

I stared up at him shocked at his sudden dominance. I could have easily over powered him but i decided to just let him have this one.

"Think about what?" Stiles breathed

"Move stiles" I sighed

"No Derek. We can't just ignore our problems we have to talk about them."

"No Stiles, we don't." I grumble.

Pushing him to the side and swiftly slipping myself from under him. I grab my pants and begin walking to the door

"Do you .. Not want me now because I'm pathetic and weak ?" He whimpers

I groan and turn around

"No. No stiles. Don't think that. It's just ... Ugh .. Well I just need time to breathe and to just think. Like really think. Can you give me that ?"

He just stares at me, as if my question was rhetorical. Stiles doesn't realize it but 80% of the time I can read him like an open book. And at times his silence is much louder than his words.

I sigh again , and pull him into me by his neck. Hugging him tightly knowing he's not the only one who relies on affection for reassurance in this relationship. I kiss him starting at the base of his neck, sucking lightly leaving a bruise claiming him as mine. I slowly pull away from him. My hands still lingering on his hips. His hands tightly grasping my biceps.

"I'll be back in a few okay ?"

"Okay.." He answers hesitantly

I leave the room feeling his worried eyes on my back. I'm sure he's freaking out right now. But this whole thing is very new to me.

I just need an hour or so to come back up for air. I'm starting to feel like I'm underwater. Drowning slowly..
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I apologize for this chapter being very short , I've just been having writers block ): But I'm already working on chapter 8 so don't worry ;33 Thank you guys for all the support I've gotten already .
😘😘 - Kayden✌️

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