Never Leave Your Side~ Miritama

Chapter 10

Author Note-

Sorry if these are annoying : (. But I'm going away for a midterm break and I might not be able to update much. I'm going to a very cold place so I hope I don't get sick. Also happy Valentine's Day! And thanks for nearly 400 reads! I'm so happy : ).

and a HUGE HUGE thanks Raging9 for designing the awesome new cover. I love it so much!' Thank you : )

Tamaki's eyes opened, he sat up in the bed he was in. "T-this isn't my room?" It looked like a dorm room, it was strangely familiar. He turned his head and nearly fell off the bed in shock. Mirio was next to him in the bed.

"W-WAIT DID WE-" Tamaki' started thinking but then he calmed himself down "That didn't happen, nothing happened)

Tamaki didn't remember anything except...last night (DONT THINK DIRTY DONT DO IT) at the festival. When Mirio kissed him for the first time. He felt nervous and guilty for some reason. Did Mirio feel obligated to do it?

He felt like...he didn't deserve Mirio. Tamaki got up out of bed and walked to his bag. He checked the front pocket, his razor was still in it. "Should I do it?" Tamaki picked up the razor with shaking hands. He slipped it into his back jeans pocket, if he did it he didn't want to do it here.

Tamaki left a note for Mirio- "Don't worry, I'll be in my dorm." Then he put on his coat and shoes and walked back to his dorm. All the blood had been cleaned after the incident that happened.

Tamaki kept feeling that guilt, for everything he had done.

Most of the school had heard about his suicide attempt and was keeping their distance from him. Especially his classmates who whispered and giggled about him.

It was soon going to be the summer holidays and he would have to stay with his Aunt and Uncle. They were called about Tamaki's attempt and were furious. They shouted abuse to him over the phone.

"You were the one who killed your parents, not the villain."

"It's all your fault"

"You're worthless"

"You're just a villain yourself."

"I wish the attempt had worked..."

"I wish the attempt had worked"

"I wish the attempt had worked"

That sentence was the one that killed him. The one that made him ache. The one that made him want to try again.

Tamaki opened the door and went into the bathroom. He pulled up the sleeves to reveal his newly healed scars. He was just about to start when another flashback hit him.

"I thought I lost you there.." Mirio had tears in his eyes when he said that. "Maybe, at least one person in this world cares for me?" He did have people who cared for him!

Neijere, Fatgum, Kirishima, and Mirio.

Mirio...

Tamaki opened the door and ran, faster than ever. When he reached Mirio's room, he burst through the door. Mirio walked out of the living room. "Hey, whats up Tamak-"

Tamaki flung his arms around Mirios's neck.

Tears streaming down Tamaki's face, he just whispered,

"I love you."