Hello everyone. I am aware I haven't been able to really write, please forgive me for that. I have had somethings going on, and honestly, I trust you guys with a lot of my life. You all have been so forgiving, and it makes me cry to hear some of your comments. SO, having said that, I will give you the info you need.
I have finally gotten a job, and its really nice, the people are nice, but nothing has been official yet with who I'm suppose to be ( both work and in life), so that should be coming up soon. But the most....hard things have happened recently. I lost a family member to a car accident, we had to go identify her body. Honestly the only reason we could identify her was because of this tattoo that she got of my zodiac sign. She got it when I was born. Her body was very....morbidly torn. But I just hope her death was quick, and instant. Then after a while, as you know I have severe depression, and so I did some stupid things. I was found unconscious in my bath tub, bleeding very badly, due to slitting my wrist, and was lucky enough to have survived. That is why I named this "Silence". You know the song by Marshmello and Khalid, "Silence". That is what I was thinking of when I was writing this. If you haven't heard of this, go give it a listen. Anyways, they had to transfer me to the ICU ( Intensive Care Unit) so that I was able to be monitored at all times, along with being consulted by a psychiatrist. I was lucky that I lived. Please, don't feel bad, and if you, yourself, are going through something, remember, watt pad doesn't give out your identity. If you need to talk to someone, I'm here for you. Don't make the same mistake. Suicide is serious so if you're thinking about it, just dm me. I don't mind. Depression doesn't discriminate, depression will be there when you least aspect it. But that dosen't mean you give in. Don't, you may feel very weak, like there's nothing else, that there's nothing left. But oh love, how wrong you are. DONT YOU EVER GIVE UP. " can't show me that there's no point in trying"- Khalid.
Thank you. I'm about to write a little thing on my life, like " This is Me". Can we just do something. Who ever you are following, #Silence. Lets make sure no one feels alone, lets make this blow up, on every social media website!!!
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Close Up ( A Batim Fanfic) (henryx bendy?)
FanfictionBendy has waited long enough for his dear creator, but so has some of his little minions. Henry, though, thinks that Joey just wants to catch up. He does, but he also has some other...desires.
