Close Up ( A Batim Fanfic) (henryx bendy?)

Chapter 10 : " Afraid"

I could feel my anxiety rushing through me, as I looked at the ceiling, trying so damn hard to fight back the tears. God, I'm disgusting, why are you this way Henry? I couldn't stop myself from breathing in so much air, making me even more upset, and more weak. I wanted it all to stop. 

" You need to relax my love." I heard a voice say, cooing me, calming me.  A little light appeared, as an orb, feathers falling from it. " You aren't disgusting, you're only confused." The voice spoke once more, a warm light coming from it, as it enveloped me. " You're hurting so badly, I know, you're worth so much more than you realize." That voice was so comforting, like Joey's or... " W-who are you?" I managed to say in my trembling fit. " I'm someone who loves you, and who would lament to see you hurt yourself." The voice said, forming a hand, made of pure light, touching me gently. " You're both of the sides, and you should be happy about this. You can save them, all who are lost, like yourself." The hand caressed my cheek, hold my hand, showing me a light forming from my finger tips. One black, the other white, golden light. " You're you Henry, something no one else can be." I felt my tears filling my eyes, as my lip quivered, and the tears started to pour out. The voice hugged me, warming me, loving me, caring for me, a broken, confused, and lost soul. God, I would do anything to keep this, to feel loved. I wanted to stay here, I wanted to allow this thing to carry me away from the world around me. I didn't realize how hurt I was until i saw how hard I was gripping onto this thing.  " You need to stay strong for me Henry, you need to fix this mess, along with the people in it." The voice said, starting to disappear, any leaving a marking that glowed on my hand. I could feel my loneliness start to disappear.