Cuts (Analogical Angst)

Caught

⚠️TW⚠️ Self-harm, fake happiness, self-hate, eating disorder and suicidal thoughts.

Virgil's pov

I woke up, all the other sides were around me.
"OMG VIRGIL CAN YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT AROUND HERE?!?" Roman...
"I'm sorry kiddo, but... You can leave us alone, Thomas was better without you..." Patton.....
"I don't have time to sit and talk to you, I have better things to do other than listen to you cry"Loga-- Logic.... My loved one...
Tears poured down my face...

"V...... VIR.......... AKE......... P!!!"

My eyes shot open. It was all a dream, thank god... A worried Patton was on my bed, waking me up. He sighed in relief.
"thank slush... You're awake!" I nodded and smiled.

Wipe that stupid grin off of your face.

"of course I'm awake, I'm not dead" yet... He got off of my bed and helped me off.

"So, has Logan told you yet?" My smile nearly faltered.

"Told me what?"

"Oh, he'll tell you!" I looked at him puzzled but nodded anyway. We walked down the stairs and saw Thomas and the rest eating breakfast. I glanced at Logic and saw him glaring at me. I looked away and sat down next to Patton. I picked at my food. In all honesty, I was starving but I'm fat enough... I picked up an apple and went back upstairs.

~Time skip brought to you by diedration over hydration (sorry spider(not))~

I stared at my razor. Should I?

Do it!! Nobody would care! Nobody would care if you died.

Nobody..?

NOBODY!!

Tears poured down my face as I slid the metal object against my thighs.

1 cut...2cuts......3cuts.........10 cuts.........14 cuts...... 20 cuts.

I cleaned the cuts and re-bandaged them. I looked at the time and it was already 6:34 pm. I went downstairs and grabbed some water.

𝖫𝗈𝗀𝖺𝗇'𝗌 𝗉𝗈𝗏

I layed down on my bed and regretted my words. If I hadn't said that, we could have actually worked out as a good couple... But my dumbass had to say it. I felt tears prick my eyes. No, I can't cry! I don't feel! I got up and walked downstairs only to see a slouched Virgil getting some water. I turned around to run back up, but before I could, I heard a gentle voice call my name.

"Logic. What're you doing?" I froze. He had caught me. I turned around and replied with a monotone voice.
"Doing what you're doing." He simply nodded and walked past me. He went up the stairs and left his cup on the stairs. I sighed as I heard his door close. Tears pricked my eyes again. He used Logic instead of Logan... What have I done?

I heard quiet sobbing upstairs and went to investigate. I knew that it was Virgil, but I went to look anyway. I opened his door and what I saw shocked me.....

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Ok, I think this was better than last time. Yeah, it probably is, also CLIFFHANGER!!! Oof yall are gonna kill me.

DIEDRATE KIDDOS!!! Ok bai.