Growing up and moving on(Teen pregnancy story)*Being Revised*

Chapter 4 Somethings are so hard to take

A/N this chapter is pretty long. It is also very very sad. I sorry but this story needs to be told. I hope you keep reading. it will get better after this i promise.

*Next week*

Caleb and I walked through school holding hands. Babe i am goint to sit with our friends you can come sit with us too he said. I have to talk to someone Love I will see you in a bit though i said kissing him goodbye. I walked to the athletic hall. Hey bubba i said. Hey hows the baby he asked. Umm babies there is two boys and a little girl i said. wow, have you told the dad yet he asked. Nope not yet i said. Anyone else know other than family he asked. Crystal, Layton and Josh. We heard footsteps, I have to go bubba I love you and i hugged him goodbye.I walked back to lunch, and sat down next to my boyfriend. He put his hand in mine. Then the bell rang so we went to class. Finally eighth period came. It was friday so i got to spend time with caleb this period. I walked up to were Relo, Caleb, Jordan, Jackie, Kolby and Josh were sitting.  Caleb walked to the end of that row of seats and kissed me. Hey babe he said then he looked at his phone which had vibrated. He sat next to Jordan and I sat between Caleb and Relo. Jordan leaned over and told me to check my phone. So i did. I had a text from him.

Jordan: I know you secret....

Me: what Secret?

Jordan: The one about you being pregnant.

Me: What are you talking about Jordan, im not pregnant.

Jordan: We will see I'm telling Caleb.

My heart started to race as Jordan leaned over and whispered something in my ear causing Caleb to look up at me. I got up and stepped past Relo about to start walking down the stairs. When someon caught my wrist. I turned it was caleb and all eyes were on us. Is it true he yelled. I looked down at the floor and said yes but its not what you think i said. I fucking loved you, when were you going to tell me i had a kid on the way he shouted. What i said, just leave me alone i shouted as i turned away crying. He reached for my arm throwing me off balance.I felt my self falling so i covered my babies to protect them the best i could. As soon as I finally hit the ground landing on my stomach the gym went quiet as Caleb and Relo, As well as everyone else ran over. I felt a gush between my legs and looked down and saw bleeding. Then the pain hit and i started screaming bloody murder. Help me i screamed as my stomach started contracting. Its too early i cried. I knew that. The EMT's arrived on the scene five minutes later. I was still screaming in pain. Caleb and Relo were trying to calm me down but i was in premature labour. Baby A head was already coming out.  I passed out due to blood loss.  And i woke up in the deliery room my mom was there holding my right hand. I pushed baby A out it was the first boy they let me hold him and he started crying my mom took a picture before then. i held him for fifteen minutes before he went still. My son Carson Michael Morgan was born november 17th at 4pm weighing 2 pounds 2 ounces. he died the same day his fragile body not yet ready to be born. Then i felt more pain and The doctor told me baby B was coming as well. So he delivered baby B which was my daughter, she had suffered less trama from the fall so she had more of a chance. i got to hold her for about three minutes my mom got a picture of me holding her even though i was crying. Jorydan Ariel Morgan thats what i named her.  I explained my situation to Caleb as they tried to save my son and daughter. Caleb stayed by my side. The doctor came in with a grim look on his face and i knew the fate of my children. I began crying as he put it into words. I signed the papers such as there birth and death certificuts. My sister came to the hospital. They gave me an Ultrasound to check baby C he had been unaffected by the fall. His brother and sister cushioned him saving him. He was safe.My Son Carson and Daughter Jorydan were born Friday November 17th weighing both around 2 pounds and being about 12 inches long each. They died the same day. the only thing i had to cling to was the few pictures that my mother had taken while my children were still alive and my son.

*Tuesday*

I hadnt gone to school the last two days. My friends all sent me flowers and cards and food and gifts. Today was the funeral for my Son and Daughter. I called Layton the day i had got out of the hopsital and explained everything. He told me he was coming. There was a knock on the door, my mom answered it. I looked up to see Thomas walking in with red eyes wearing a suit. He walked over and sat next to me.Taking my hand he said Im sorry i wasnt there. I leaned on to him and we both began to cry he let me sob into his shoulder. Brenna look at me he said tilting my chin up. You need to stay strong for our Daughter and Son that are in heaven as well as our son in there he said pointing to my belly. I wiped away my tears. Our sons name was Carson Michael Morgan he weighed 2 pounds 2 ounces and was 12 inches long. And our Daughters name was Jorydan Ariel Morgan she was 1 pound and 9 ounces and was 11 inches long. I knew he was right though. The funeral was beautiful but tough. Thomas and i started crying when they lowered the caskets of our children. So did everyone else.

*Later that night*

Caleb offered to stay the night but i turned him down, he understood tell me goodnight and he loved me. I was sitting on the couch with thomas then i started crying and leaned my body against his crying my self to sleep.