This book is full of raw unedited writeings of a 12 year old . this way of writing is on perpose. I hope you learn what's in the head of a depressed 12 year old girl.
I don't have break down as much as normal. But I it's more like I'm distracting my self. I really don't want to get to close to anyone so it's easier to say goodbye. I'm moving around April my b-day month.
Me and my mom drifted apart a little but we fixed it. I was angry at my dad for so long and I'm not sure I completely forgive him but I still love him.
I can only talk about things to one person. And I have a deep fear of being left. Which happened and I'm still not healed all the way. I have been getting in a lot of arguments with one of my friends.
My ex and I still say we hate each other. When I really don't hate her I wish I could take everything back but I cant, I broke her heart and now I have to deal with the consequences.
I guess I feal really numb. I just don't know how I'm supposed to feal. Maybe my siblings will know.
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I got to remember some old fealings last weakend it was nice.
But I don't like to look at old photos anymore because I don't remember what completely happy feels like anymore.
I say I'm better and yes it appears so but I think I'm just numb.
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