I think that we, as souls are just meant to have a big heart for those who we choose to make room for. And I think it is natural and inevitable that some might have more room and more love while others have a little less or none. But to expect the whole heart to yourself is just downright selfish, for you are not the only one I have in my life whom I adore and choose to spend my time with. Time is very short, in which mine is divided into sections of subjects I would barely need in my life. For society, I am bounded in wasting my time and creativity. So when I give you a chance to spend my time with, then really you should know I have faced several obstacles to gain it.
Don't take my patience and loyalty for granted.
Just because I am willing to stay, doesn't mean I won't ever leave. And just because I wear the weight on my shoulders so well for the people I love, for you, doesn't mean it doesn't weigh me down. It's fucking heavy. And my love for you extends that weight, yet I still wore it for you.
me to
my bestfriend to
stranger with all of my secrets.
