Today you will be learning the story of the once shy, depressed, closed off, loner & loser. Who is a teacher's pet. This guy is Matrix Ashington you will find out why later in the story.
Joey Simpson is one of your best friends before everything changes, he will be mentioned a few times. He was a very important person in Matrix's life. Johnathan Edwards is you favourite best friend. He probably knows more about Matrix then he wants. He is the only person that will be there when things go bad and you only have managed to keep one secret from him. Zac McCathron is your bully he knows that he has power and he will use his power to try and make your life so bad. That you don't want to do anything resulting in the best thing to happen in Matrix's life. Alistair Zimmerman he will be another important character I can't tell you why. Mr Alexzander he is your teacher or is he more you will find out later. Misty shore what can I say except a sensational woman willing to bring a light into anyone's life. Who comes to her even after the worst of situations. Emi Spitzer she will become important after one of your secrets are revealed to your school. Mel Shore she is Misty's daughter but no matter what she does she can't find a way to get close to Matrix. Ms Darlington she is your original teacher a grumpy old lady who seems like her purpose in life is to bore. Everyone and hand out suspensions like they are nothing she tries to ensure that she gets everyone up to B graded. Ms Ashington Matrix's mum she has hid stuff from you your whole life. The only way he found the other half of him was by going to the place that reminds him of his childhood home. FBI Agent Asher he is an important of this story. Maximus Asher can't tell you once again but him a Matrix have a lot to learn about each other. Jeremy Potter the local nerd he is the smartest kid in the school besides Matrix. He helps those in need if they are not pricks.
My name is Matrix Ashington and well this is my story where should we start I guess we should start with me telling you a little about myself I have a sister named Mel I don't really know much about her my adoptive mum Misty she found me wondering the streets by myself crying because I was an orphan my mum had just died in the hospital and I couldn't bare it so I took off to the streets after she found out she took me right to a court room so she could adopt me I think I was 7 years old at that time my hobbies are reading, writing, swimming, Netflix Watching, curling in front of my fan or fireplace and mountain climbing. My passion is either something to do with journalism or being a forensic phycologist in the field of bringing ex-convicts into an environment that they are prepared for which can vary depending on the patient. The last things you should know about me is I am currently 17 years old, before I was adopted my mum was the only family member I ever met, I don't know what my dad looks like or if the living conditions would of been better with my dad and whenever I ask where she was from she changed the subject I only know who my mum is I even tried to get the records from the hospital but when I did it only came up with my mum on the certificate and since she died I will never know not matter how much I want to as I was searching my mum found out I was punished for a whole month and my mum only got worse
Flashback 8 years ago
My mum was her usual drunk self when I got home after going out for my research she was going on about how I am an ungrateful good for nothing who doesn't think she is enough for me if I was searching for my father so much why couldn't I be more like her and less like my prick of a father who apparently stole the good one from her why couldn't things have gone the other way and she had him back again I really wasn't sure who she was talking about but them she screamed it should have been you then she hit me over the head with her bottle of whiskey the glass broke and that only made her more made I ended up with broken ribs glass stuck in my face a broken leg and a concussion that almost killed me my mother at the hospital used her best acting skills that tricked the doctors so then they had the police on the chase which lasted for a month before they decided it was a lost case after that was over my mum was back to her regular self but she was only getting madder at me she blamed me for her almost getting caught so she abused me which kept going on for a year until one day I had enough and was going to the police station she was reported and she was going to get taken into jail but as soon as we showed up at the house we found her body hanging from the ceiling with a Noose around her neck and a knife in her stomach the only thing she left to tell me anything was a note that read
It is your fault I ended up like this. Me hanging from the ceiling should have been you. You had always been the worst thing in my life and now you have to live with the fact that you turned me into the corpse hanging from your ceiling you betrayed your own mother when all I ever did for you was give you a roof over your head food to eat and clothes to wear and I made sure you had an education but that was never enough for you all you kept asking for was a thousand toys and your father I mean that is basically saying I was a failure when you were so here I leave you to deal with the corpse and btw I used up all our money on whiskey and drugs so enjoy trying to pay for the funeral from your mother
End of flashback
I still don't know who I am and now I never will, and it is all my fault.
Flashback continued
After the police read for me what was on the letter I was upset so I ran out of the house on to the streets I was probably out in the streets for 2 hours then Ms Shore found me I told her everything then she started crying then she picked me up and asked the kid she was with to follow close behind her Mrs Shore walked straight into a courtroom so she could adopt she demanded that it had to be done instantly it took an whole hour but she adopted me that day
End of flashback
Misty adopted me that day even if she had never met me before she probably just took pity on the 9 year old boy who was crying in the streets begging for forgiveness she has been my adoptive mum for the past 8 years and she probably was the best thing to walk into my life but if you are wondering if I miss the times with my birth mother of course I do and I know it is terrible but I would do anything to scream I am a disappointment again and her say it should have been me I would do anything to get her smell of alcohol and drugs just one more time so I could have said how much I love and miss her but no I am stuck in this life which is great so I shouldn't complain but I am left with depression, post-traumatic stress disorder and many other problems. I will inform you of that later. You should probably know that I am a year eleven student and in 2 days I will be starting at my new school with Mel by my side we apparently are both honour students in a teacher named Mr. Alexander
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collection of terrible on shots written in my preteens
Losowewhat the name says I honestly want feed back on how shite they are to tell the truth and this is my was off letting the go btw I was a sucky writer back then and seriously didn't know punctuation or grammar or spelling but I can't be stuffed fixing...
