My Almost Maybe

Chapter 2

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Wrecked Emotions

"Ten ...nine ...eight ....seven...six ...fi

"Ray..

Don't let go,don't loose it,you know you dont want to

Five... Four... Three...t

"Rayna....it's not what you think"

Two ...one...two...three

With my eyes tightly closed I continued counting fighting fiercely with my inner wrecked emotions,
Finally I managed to shut out all their voices,I had two choices ,either to let go of my raging emotions and truly let out what was in my heart  ,or bottle them up till the pain subsided.

I choose to go with the latter cause the former would have hurt the relationship between my besties and I

On opening my eyes ,I found Katy  and Inny staring at me ,with a mixture of worry ,guilt and regret edging on their faces but mostly worry.
They had figured out what they had done and there was no way of reversing it all ,at least not until after the next  four to six hours.

I could see their mouths moving ,I guess they were talking to me but I couldn't make out a word of whatever they were saying.

I knew what was coming next ,though I thought it would be after an hour but something was different today,the heaviness of my heart washed over me within the first ten minutes of shutting down,my body began to slowly go numb,I didn't want to fight it ,on the same spot i was on the carpet , I curled up, pulled the duvet over me and welcomed sleep's embrace

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It must have been a couple of hours after I slept cause I woke up to a lit room with closed windows.
Stretching out with a yawn I could feel my heart beat normally once again which meant the storm had passed ,welcome oh calm phase ,how I missed you.

I happily threw away the duvet covering me and skimped out of bed ready to face the day

Well not really cause it was a little past nine o'clock at night ,yeey !ready to face the night
Sounds creepy ,I'll go with the former even if though its a bit over the top and inapplicable.

Grrrr! Grrr! Is that how stomachs rumble?
Noo? But I'm sure you get what I'm trying to pass across,I was hungry ,starving in fact .
Thinking of it I didn't have any after school snack, not counting the two scoops of ice ream I had

Ice cream.... Inny .....Katy

They had left me alone,I understood why they had left ,but i still felt a little pinch in my heart when I recall they caused my emotional shut down yet couldn't bother to stay and wait for me to recover
At least they had the decency to put me in bed.

Knowing I would have relapsed into an emotional wreck if I had dwelled on the causes of my previous shutdown ,I  chose to ignore them and venture out of my room in such for some  food for my hungry tummy and idle mouth.

Did I really have wrecked emotions over a boy I just met?

Now i believe there's a first for everything

He must truly be my soulmate if he already has that much effect on me after the first day of meeting.

Technically we hadn't met but in a way we had

The weekend couldn't go any slower

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Second chapter is done. Rayna is an emotional mess ,normally she controls her emotions but after meeting her so called ' soul mate',something snapped in her .it might be for the better or worse ,stick with me to find out