I'm not losing you again [ON HOLD]

Restless night

(Hi! Just wanted to thank everyone that reads this fan fiction for being so patient and I'm so sorry I took so very long :( . I know I should really work harder to please you all and I try to write at least 20 minutes each day on my fanfics. Again thank you so much for all the reads and I love you all so so much! Hope you like the chapter~ also thank you so much for 10K i could not be any more thankful for all you guys!)

(Friday night, 2:39 am)

(Jungkooks POV)

I kept waking up throughout the night. I didn't know why either, I had fallen asleep around the same time I would usually go to bed. I tried getting up but then felt something heavy on my chest, keeping me from getting up. I then remembered (Y/N) stayed the night with me, making me blush. She had her arm wrapped around my waist and her head laying on my chest while she quietly slept. I smiled and sighed happily, putting my arm around her waist.

I then remembered the reason why she fell asleep with me and frowned, "she's so vulnerable at this point...why would she have bothered asking me for help.. it's not like she trusts me either." I quietly said to myself as I looked out the window, seeing the dark and starry night outside. I realized how terrifying it must've been for her, almost being raped and kidnapped by two guys she had just met, and It was all my fault. I had suspicions of the two from the start, but they were fairly good at their job, so I eventually let it go. "I'm sorry (Y/N)..this was all my fault, I should've paid attention more.." I quietly talked as I brought my arm up to her head, gently petting her hair. I then felt her move a bit and then slowly got up.

"Mmm...why are you up so late...." she said lowly and quietly, her hands gently rubbing her eyes. I smiled and giggled quietly, "sorry..I've just been in and out of sleep for a couple hours" she groaned in a sleepy-like voice and laid down on her side of the bed, yawning tiredly as she bundled up in the covers. "How long have you been up for?" She asked in her sleepy voice, making me smile even more. "Uh not that long. Like five minutes?" I said, turning to my side to face her. She looked back at me and had a small smile on her face, making my smile bigger. I leaned in and kissed her cheek softly, making her flinch and then get flustered. She then cuddled up to me and hugged me tightly, "I kinda like sleeping with you..." she whispered softly, looking up at me with a shy smile. 'God that was just adorable' I thought to myself as she kept hugging me and cuddling me. "Maybe we should keep doing this then, unless your not comfortable with it, of course" I said quietly as I cuddled her gently. She nodded and hid her face in my chest, "you're so adorable, I'd give anything to start a family with you..." I said to her quietly, giggling lightly as I saw her get super flushed in the face. "I-I uh..am..flattered I guess.?" She said very confused and nervous as she then let go of me and turn to her back to face the ceiling. "Jungkook..what happened before...thank you for for getting them away from me..I don't know what I would've done if you never came in."

I sighed and held her closer to me, still petting her hair slowly and calmly, "I realized you were gone when I was gonna ask you to dance with me, and then I didn't see you or the two so I got worried." I heard her start sniffling quietly, wiping her face with her hand quickly, "hey don't think about it anymore..they're gone, I'm here now." I started to hum softly and quietly to calm her down and help her fall asleep. She kept sniffling but still kept herself close to me.

I then started to feel her breathing get lighter and saw her Now sleeping peacefully. I leaned in and kissed her forehead before closing my eyes and finally going to sleep.

(Saturday morning 9:37 am)

(Jungkooks POV)

When I woke up I saw (Y/N) sitting up on the bed. I was about to talk when I saw tears fall down her face. She quietly wept and looked at the wall emotionless. I closed my eyes and frowned, she was probably thinking about last night again. I then felt her hand touch my cheek gently and softly. She lightly caressed my cheek with her thumb as I kept my eyes closed, hearing her quietly sniffling as well.