I'm not losing you again [ON HOLD]

Runaway

(Y/N)'s POV

(11:34 PM)

The drive back was silent, all that could be heard was the music on the radio, which was being played lowly. I went on my phone and saw that I had gotten a text from an unknown number.

'It's Yoongi'

I smiled as I saw the text, putting his name under 'suga'.

'How did you find my number?'

Suga-'it's the same one you've had since high school dummy'

'Heh yeah your right'

I was about to text something when Jungkook snatched my phone away and read the texts messages, "H-hey give it ba-"

"Yoongi huh? You guys broke up 2 years ago and your gonna go crawling back?"he said as he threw my phone back aggressively.

"You guys used to be friends.." I muttered, looking out the window.

"Used to be," He said, "why did you guys break up? You guys were so  lovey dovey and then all of a sudden you guys were broken up"

I sighed and looked at jungkook, who was already looking at me. "I..I'd rather not tell you now.." I said as I sighed quietly. "Just tell me already (Y/N), you can't act like you guys broke up for no reason." He said as we arrived at the house. "No not right now, maybe later." He sighed and angrily closed the car door, making me regret not telling him. I sighed and decided to tell him, even though I knew the reaction was gonna be a whole other problem.

"It's because of you..jungkook" I finally said, making him immediately turn towards me. "What do you mean it's because of me?" He went towards me and cupped my cheek in his hand, caressing it lightly. "I broke up with him because I wanted to be with you.." he looked at me shocked and stunned as if he couldn't believe I was even saying it. "W-wait for real? You aren't playing with me?" I nodded and sighed before I took his hands off of my face, "clearly, I made a mistake." He frowned as I started to walk off into my room. My phone vibrated as I closed the door, smiling as I saw the name.

Suga-'you really did start dating him, huh..'

'Im not dating him, it's sorta complicated.'

Suga-'so..does this mean I still have a chance?😏'

'Fucking Yoongi.. we'll see'

Suga-'you wish you were fucking me😏'

'Ew shut up..😂''

He then sent me a picture of himself, with a caption on the bottom.

Suga-'u miss me don't you?'

'Maybe, do you miss me?😏'

Suga-'hell yeah I do'

Suga-'can we meet up tonight..like right now?'

'I have to escape the psycho somehow, but even if I sneak out, where do we meet up?'

Suga-'remember the park we always went to when we were together?'

'Yeah..I'll see if I can find a way to get out of this hellhole'

Suga-'okay,I'll wait for you there'

I put my phone in my pocket and looked straight at the window that was in my room. It was surprisingly open since jungkook locks everything in the goddamn house. 'It's a two story house though.. I can't just jump out thinking I'll land nicely.' I looked out the window and saw the drop. It didn't look too high, but at the same time it could be a trick to the eyes. "Eh fuck it"

i was done being locked up here, and a sprained ankle was gonna be the least of my problems. I took a deep breath as I sat on the window, getting ready to jump. I jumped off the window and soon fell on the grass, surprisingly not breaking anything. (cause you know, fanfic logic) I got my phone out and started to text Yoongi that I managed to get out the house.

'I might be able to get there in about 10 minutes or something'

Suga-'okay, I'm on my way over there'

I saw a bike that was on the side of the house and decided to take it, knowing I would get there faster. I looked at the house one last time and sighed quietly. 'He's gonna kill me when he finds out I'm gone'

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I arrived at the park earlier than I expected and decided to sit in one of the swings, waiting for Yoongi to show up.

'Hey Im here, where are you?

Suga-' hold on I just arrived, are you the one on the swing?'

'Yes'

I looked over and saw Yoongi running over here, his cute gummy smile plastered on his face. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly, him hugging back tighter. "Mm.. your still the same." I look up at him confused as he looked at me and chuckles, "you still forget to bring a hoodie" I blushed and smiled in embarrassment. He had a hoodie he brought and gave it to me, ruffling my hair up as I put it on. "Can I keep it..?" I said blushing. He smiled and nodded, hugging me tightly. "I've missed you so much" He said as we pulled away from the hug. "Me too..like you can imagine how these past few days have been."

Me and Yoongi both sat down on the swings and I started to explain everything to him, about jungkook and what happened during these past few days. "Holy shit..he's fucking out of his mind." Yoongi said as he held my hand tightly. I sighed and nodded putting my head on his shoulder. He caressed my hair, humming softly for a while. "I love you.." I said quietly, smiling shyly as he looked at me. "I love you too," he brought his face close to mine, leaning in to kiss me. He pressed his lips against mine, pulling me towards his body. I kissed back, gently wrapping my arms around him. He pulled away and smiled at me, kissing my head gently. "you're not really going back to that hell house are you?" He said, still holding on to me. "No..I wanna go to my house.. or with you better yet.." he smiled and stood up and held me tightly in his arms bridal style,

"then let's go home, shall we?"

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(Jungkooks POV)

I stood still for a while, processing what she really said. one thing she said hurt the most,

'clearly, I made a mistake..'

I felt jealousy and anger towards yoongi. She had left him to be with me, yet she's still in love with him. I felt angry for being so stupid, she had been trying to tell me since the breakup, but I was stupid and didn't get the hint. All of those times she had been sweet and loving to me, were hints..and I took it as just getting closer to her. "How the hell did I not get it.." I walked up the stairs to her room, where she had already closed the door and I assumed fell asleep. I knocked on the door softly, not wanting to startle her. "(Y/N), open the door..can we talk?" I said as I knocked again, she wouldn't respond and I started to knock louder. I sighed and opened the door, gasping as I saw she was no longer inside.

"Shit"