I was in my bed this guy named Paul found me and carried me back home. Mom was so worried about her daughters they found Bella far in the woods.
The next few months I was like a zombie I didn't talk to anyone I didn't eat all I did was go to school and come home and sit in the chair looking out the window and cry. Bella was no better then I was. I wanted to die it hurt the pain in my heart did he ever love me? was it all a lie every touch? every kiss? I didn't want to believe it but it was hard not to.
I had these nightmares and there were bad I woke up every night screaming my head off and crying they were about jasper always about him of him leaving me or of him being killed.
Girls this is not normal mom said bella and I was sitting on the couch I looked at her she sighed
I'm sending you to a hospital in Florida I heard her say
Like hell you are I'm not leaving I said crossing my arms over my chest
Sophie do not talk to your mother that way my step father said
I'm not leaving I said me either Bella agreed with me
I just want my girls back you don't do anything anymore all you do is cry
Fine I will call Marvis and see if she wants to go shopping or something ok I told my mom
she smiled at me.
Me and Marvis was walking around at night time at port angeles just looking at the shops and stuff.
It's good to hang out with you
again. I nodded at her as we started walking again.
All of the sudden I saw jasper right in front of me I stopped and dropped my drink
What's wrong? I heard Marvis say but I was looking at jasper my heart jumped out of my chest he was here he came back.
What are you looking at? Marvis ask
Jasper I said. I moved forward to hug him but I fell on the ground instead Marvis helped me up
I was looking around in different directions to try to find him but he wasn't here
Are you ok?
Uh? Oh I'm fine I said I looked at Marvis and asked
Did you see jasper?
No I saw no one Sophie she looked at me funny
But he was right here I saw him I said.Was I going crazy? I don't no
Come on let's go Marvis pulled me along down the streets
Jaspers voice - Go back -
I gasped and he was gone I heard music and could see some people by a bar. I smiled having an idea
Let's turn back Marvis said
but I just ignore her making my way across the street I could see 3 guys and I could smell the alcohol
Jasper appeared again- No turn back Sophie i smiled and kept walking to the guys they look at me and smiled I knew that this was a stupid idea but I wanted to see jasper
Hey what's your name pretty thing? A guy ask me totally drunk I heard jasper growled I smiled
Sophie
I'm Ben he handed me a bottle I took a drink and I coughed. It tastes disgusting but I drank the bottle
Stop Sophie jasper appeared again I smiled mhmm? I just have to do stupid dumb stuff and jasper appears? I drank another and another I was feeling sick after the forth one
And then some how I was against the wall with that guy kissing on my neck and he grab my ass. Oh jasper I moaned
Stop Sophie now jasper voice was screaming loudly I snap out of it and realised that this wasn't jasper. I push him off me and punched him in the face and ran back to Marvis and she took me home..
The next day I had a really bad headache and I threw up all day I was never drinking again.
