It's dark.
It's been like this for a while, though I'm not sure how long.
Before, there would be brief flashes of light and every now and then, I'd hear the sound of a faint voice.
Sometimes, when I'm really lucky, I'd feel someone hold my hand and whisper things to me, though I can't even understand what they're saying.
But at least, there was something I can hold on to. I don't know how long it's been, but it feels like forever since I've seen or heard anything. I tried calling for Voice, but it never came. I never felt it's presence, not even by the slightest.
Am I even alive anymore? It surely doesn't feel like it.
Then is this what death feels like? Well goddamn, it's pretty boring.
What happened to going through the gates and entering heaven and whatnot? Does an afterlife really exist?
Hang on, is this some dumb prank? Maybe everything never really happened in the first place. Maybe I never went to that mountain. Maybe I never even went to that school.
Maybe I never actually existed in the first place. That's sound quite nice. Never existing. Never having any of my problems. Just chilling here in nothingness.
.....
...Actually, no. This nothingness gets pretty boring pretty damn fast.
Oh, maybe I dreamed everything that happened. If so, then that's a pretty wicked dream. I could turn it into a book. Yeah, I'll do just that once someone gives birth to me or something and take me away from this empty hole.
I'll write a book about all this and get it published, and then I'll become a famous writer with tons of money and a handsome hubby.
What the fuck am I even saying at this point?
This is so shitty. Why am I even here? I want to get the hell out damnit.
HEY, LET ME OUT!
....
YOU CAN LET ME OUT NOW! TIMEOUT'S OVER!!
Fuck... what am I doing. I'm really losing it.
Alright (Y/N), new mission; don't go insane.
That's easy, right? I just have to stay sane. Simple.
......hang on. I'm no one that's currently floating in nowhere. What even is sane? What is insane? Who's here to draw that line? Who's here to judge me whether I'm still normal or not?
Shit, mission failed. I don't think we'll be able to get 'em next time.
What should I do? Just stick around until I die? Oh wait, I don't even know if I'm alive or not.
Oh right! If this is a dream, then I should try and pinch myself. Flawless plan. Where's my arm?
........
Wait a minute, I can't find my arm. I can't even feel it. Hold on a second mundo, I can't feel anything!
wHAT THE FUCK?
OH I GUESS I'M JUST A THOUGHT WANDERING AROUND THEN.
That's great! Wonderful! Fan-fucking-tastic!
Alright! Whoever the fuck that put me in here, I wanna say one thing:
So uncool.
"...Is that so?"
wHO THE FUCK-
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My Alpha ~ Levi x Reader
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] "(Y/N), after everything we've been through, I have become certain of one thing. I love you. Having to stay away from you for so long only made me realize how much I want you to be by my side." I gazed at his beautiful eyes, watching as...
