your eyes held so much warmth
so much comfort
that I could lose myself in them
and forget about everything else
but i wouldn't complain
because i loved the comfort
that you gave me.
you became a part of me,
of my routine, my thoughts,
with every breath,
I would think of your voice
and my body couldn't help
but be lit up by thousands of stars.
I got used to it like muscle memory
my mind has gotten so used to having you there
that I can't imagine what its like
without you there
you linger around everywhere,
with the smallest things reminding me of you
because you were my comfort zone
and I loved it so much that i never wanted to leave
but I guess I've been pushed out of there
and I can't find a way back in
maybe its truly for the best
for me to get out of that zone and explore
the thrill of being free
but I don't want that thrill when i feel like this,
because its not a thrill anymore,
but a coping mechanism,
a rebellion, a retaliation against what you left behind.
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Projections Of The Mind
Acakpoems about love, life and other things alike written by me. inspired by the love, happiness, fear and pain. all from my head to paper to your screens. all originally original. it gets better over time.
