Wha- I don- What do I do?
I feel like I just want to run and never stop running. I feel the urgent need to dash out of here as soon as possible. I know I've been looking for him but this isn't how I thought I would feel! I feel worse! It's not fair. Some part of me wants to run, but there's something that isn't letting me. Something keeping me to this exact spot on the ground, stopping that urge to flee.... him. He's doing this to me. His stare, with those bold eyes that burn straight through me are melting my insides, gluing me to the hard cold concrete.
I hear a sigh, see Theo roll his eyes and then... wait what? OH MY GOSH! HE'S WALKING OVER TO ME! What do I do??!!! AHHH HELP ME? Why won't the ground swallow me up when I want it to?
"Err- Hi?"
"Heya Theo! Look I just wanted to sa-"
"No. No apologies. No take backs. Just no. I just wanted to say that you were right. I'm sorry and if because of that you don't want to be my friend anymore than that's fine and I understand."
I'm stunned by his words!!
"Hey, you said no apologies so how come you get t- wait what? We're friends?"
"Well that's rude! I thought we were."
I have no clue what the hell to say.... "Ah, I didn't mean it like that, I just meant... well, I've never really had a friend before..." The last part of that sentence I say fading out.
"Really? That's not possible a girl with your humor and gorgeous looks!" He says it with a smirk on his face and I can tell he's joking.
"Oh ha ha!" that comes out overly sarcastic!
"No I'm serious..." He hesitates and kisses me on the cheek and walks away.
Speechless.......
I am actually speechless. I just keep asking myself - how? why? what if? and I've mainly asked myself WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED?! He, he just, he kissed my... it was... I've never.... I....
As you can probably see, I have no clue what the hell to say or think right now! First I thought that Theo would hate me and I lost a potential friend, then I'm told we were friends and he kisses me on the cheek!!! WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME RIGHT NOW?! I can't like him..... I just can't. If my brother knew I was into somebody, he would not only hurt me, but them too. So it's settled, I have to push Theo out of my life and make him forget about me......... but do I really have to?
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Everything from Nothing
Teen FictionNot every story has a happy ending. Not every person gets the happy ever after they have always been wishing for. Janet is just an ordinary girl, wanting an ordinary life: the world doesn't seem to want to give her that. She lives through hell at ho...
