21 Aug 2013 10:00 am
Kate woke up feeling with a bad headache and she felt like a knife wound in her chest when she remembered what happened last night !
4 missed calls .. from Tamara ! She must be gone by now " Kate thought !
She took a shower and went downstairs to find Josh .. The only one who made her smile in such a state !
Josh : Good morning !
Kate felt like she wanted to hug him and cry , but he just woke up from a coma .. she can't .. she said instead : I love you, dad !
Josh smiled before he notices something in her eyes : Is there something bothering you, Kate ? you know you can tell me anything whenever you want !
Kate looked away so quickly and started to make breakfast : There's nothing can bother me since you came back home .. !
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20 Sep 2019
Why didn't you come that morning .. I wanted to see you very bad !
Kate laughed loudly : for the last time obviously ! No, Tam ! If I ever felt sorry, it's for my feelings that went to waste ..And god only knows what you've been hiding while we were together !
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It's like Kate has forgotten how she lived before she knew Tam ! She stayed in her room for the rest of the day .. no text from Tam , no call .. nothing !
Kate thought that she maybe busy and will contact her in a couple of days !
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4 Sep. 2013 2:00 pm
But it's been 2 weeks without a single "hi" from Tam .. which got Kate worried. so, she decided to call her in Cape Town !
- phone rang - Kate felt nervous af !
Tam : Hello !
Kate : hey ! it's me ..
Tam : Oh ! Kate .. how are you doing ?
Kate : doing well actually ! umm , I just called to make sure that you're okay ! you didn't call or text since you went back home !
Tam sounded nervous like she didn't know what to say ! : No . Don't worry ! I .. I'm fine ! I actually think about you all the time !
(Kate couldn't believe her for a second because she didn't try to contact her in any possible way !)
Kate replied sarcastically : I can see that !
Tam : No, Kate .. I'm just busy these days .. I promise I'll text you whenever I can to check on you !
Kate : you don't have to ! I'm glad you're doing well .. Goodbye Tam !
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4 Sep. 2013 3:00 pm
After Kate hang up .. she was shaking in confusion and anger ! how manipulating is the game Tam's playing !
- Phone rings - It's the studio ..
Andrew : Hey , beautiful !
Kate: what's up Andrew .. I missed you !
Andrew : Of course .. you disappeared for two weeks, girl ! Are you okay ? What happened ?
Kate : Nothing in particular , Andrew .. you know you'll be the first to know if I needed a friend, I missed you , really!
She heard Andrew's small laugh : You missed me but didn't you miss work !?
Kate : I was just going to the studio to talk about the new song , how about that !?
Andrew : Sure, girl ! I'll be there in 30 minutes .. bye for now !
Kate smiled : bye !
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4 Sep. 2013 5:00 pm
Andrew : ready !
Kate waved to Andrew to start recording !
"Give up on me
I'm only gonna break your heart
Babe, Can't you see ?
We were losing from the start
But I love to hate
I just win to lose
You can give up on me
An option you can use"
Isn't that what you wanna hear ?
To put the blame on me
So it's me who's broken
I'm the reason why
You're just hiding from your fears
Is the truth so hard to see ?
No I'm not your sacrifice
And this time I'll speak
I give up on you
You're only gonna break my heart
How couldn't I see ?
I was losing from the start
And you love to hate
You just win to lose
I'll give up on you
It's an option I can use
You're the one who ghosted me
Used to disappear
When I felt so weak
Cheating, deceiving
And I'm done believing
And this time I'll speak
I give up on you
You're only gonna break my heart
How couldn't I see ?I was losing from the start
And you love to hate
You just win to lose
I'll give up on you
It's an option I can use
