"Something About Your Eyes"

To A who holds the key to my heart

What if it was all real?

What if i meet him again?

Will i meet him again?

Will he love me again?

Is he the one for me in this life?

Will the same faith follow us?

i love him with all my heart. I can feel it even though i couldn't remember his looks after i wakes up. Like a blury image preventing me from seeing who he really is. I could remember his warm touch. His reassuring kiss. I long for him. I long for the man who i couldn't even remember his looks. I long for the man in my dreams, who i couldn't be sure if he was real. The dreams i've been having is it just a mind's game or was it a forgotten memory longing for it's owner to remember it back? Will i meet him again?

"-Always, i love you."

For a moment he was my everything. His happiness is my everything. He was my life. He is the one who i want to spend forever with. Even though that forever was full of danger. Even though the whole world wants to separate us. He was the one. I would risk everything just to be with him. I would spend a day to be with him, then spending the rest of my life without him. He was my one and only yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever. For a moment he was mine. For a moment i was his.

I opened my eyes with tears running down my cheeks. It ended and i was back in reality. For a moment i question which was reality this life or the one i dream. For a moment i thought it was all real. Then i realized that i couldn't remember his face. The one i believe i'm in love with, i couldn't even remember his face. I could still remember his present but i couldn't remember how he looks.

To the man in my dream, i wish i could see you again. I wish i could see you again but not in the situation i always meet you. I hope this time we will have our happy ending.