"Hi! I'm Lee Jeno."
Again, Jaemin woke up. But this time, he felt a heavy headache. He winced at the pain, grabbing his head. He felt light headed.
"L-Lee Jeno?" Jaemin said as he sat up.
Jaemin looked up and saw two little kids talking to each other.
"Wait, I wanna give you a kith." Little Jeno said as he smiled, revealing his infamous eye smile.
"A kith? I'm pretty sure it's called a kiss." Little Jaemin questioned.
"I don't know, but it's the same thing right?" Little Jeno said as he laughed uncontrollably.
"Let's be friends." Little Jaemin said with a big grin on his face.
"Yes! Boyfriends! We can hug and kiss everyday!" Little Jeno said as he made unknown hand gestures.
"Jeno, I think that's what girls and boys are supposed to do to each other." Little Jaemin replied.
"Then you can be my girl." Jeno replied, slinging his tiny arms around Little Jaemin"s shoulders.
What nonsense are these kids talking about?
"But, Jeno, I'm a boy!" Little Jaemin said pouting.
"Then I don't need a girl in my life." Little Jeno said, currently facing Little Jaemin.
"Why?"
"Because– Because I have you."
"Damn, gay since fetus." Jaemin said as he watched the two kids hugging each other while looking at the clear, blue sky. He felt like crying, but no tears were coming out.
I'm going to leave him, aren't I? He's gonna continue his life without me, right? He's going to be happy and have kids that aren't mine. He's going to marry another person that isn't me. He's going to die without holding my hands. I don't want to go.
Slowly, these heavy thoughts drifted him to sleep.
