Just A Feeling..

No.1

      I'm still the lonely kid who is over dramatic about depression.  I still have a feeling that she's still in my heart. to be expected, she broke me after that day, and I remember every detail.   My name is Sakura, not a creative name huh.. I don't like my name, but I just got too used to it, that's all. I have a girlfriend, I don't know how long it will last, but at least it is longer than my last.  I like to write.  and I wrote a thing or two to  Aoi (my girlfriend). Aoi is nice, she is clumsy as hell, and i'm quiet most of the time- "as hell".

We each say a letter of which who we like,

it spelled S a k u r a, to my surprise,

joy and sadness come out of nowhere,

I guess i'm not cursed, of loneliness and outwear.

Ive gotten happier, and more soft to come out. I used to be a hard shell with no light but recently I have become a marshmallow, easy to read. most people guess I am sad or depressed most of the time, but to be honest, i'm just always tired, and have too many anxiety attacks.all I can guess is I have anemia, (the symptoms - feeling tired - weakness - and fatigue *fatigue- basically feeling tired.) I don't pack a punch anymore, and I always feel tired, so that is always my conclusion.

I think everyone has had a therapist by now, because everyone is always depressed in my eyes.