Needing You

Mine

At the meeting

  I wish I wasn't listening to them, and watching Hero get that angry look in his eyes. It's not fair to either of us.

  "You two have to stay away from each other if you want to stay private." The guy says. I don't even know his name.

  "Bullshit, we all know that's bullshit!" Hero yells, and for once I don't blame him. I look over at him and lean forward on the table, rubbing my temples.

  "You can't be serious, I'm away from her for months at a time! You want me to not spend time with my girlfriend?!" He keeps yelling and I look at Anna, who's sitting across from us. Hero is standing next to me, rage coursing through his veins.

  "Hero..." Anna says softly and he shakes his head, and I already know what's coming.

  "No! Don't 'Hero...' me! It's not fair, this isn't what I signed up for!" He keeps going and eventually I've heard enough. I stand up, sighing a bit.

  "Where are you going?" Hero asks, his tone immediately softening.

  "I need some air, away from all of this..." I say, waving towards the people at the table. He nods and I make my way out.

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  I'm downstairs looking at the busy streets and I hear the door open behind me.

  "He's out of control, Jo..." Anna says to me and I turn to her. I just shrug, not knowing how to react.

  "I don't blame him, he just wants a normal relationship. I can't say I don't want the same. I love the life we live, except the fact that he's not always here." I say softly.

  "This is what you two chose when you chose to be private." She says and puts her hand on my shoulder, but I shrug it off.

  "No, no that's not what we decided. We decided to become private so we can do things without others telling us what we should and shouldn't do. We want this so we could be together and no one could judge us." I say and feel the tears falling down my cheeks.

  "This- these people don't understand that. They don't understand the concept of love. You might think you do, Anna, but not the way we are. Not the way me and Hero love each other..." I say and go back inside, hoping she doesn't immediately follow me.

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  As I make my way back to the room I hear Hero still yelling.

  "You don't fucking know what it's like to be away from someone you love for that long!" He yells at them and pushes their papers off the table and on to the floor.

  I wipe the last of my tears and take a deep breath before I open glass door. I sit back in the chair and bite my lip, keeping the tears in.

  Hero looks down at me, full of concern. Once he sees my face, tears immediately fall again and I stand up, hugging him tightly and crying into his chest.

"Oh baby please don't cry..." he whispers into my hair. I hold him and I can tell he's trying to not yell when I'm so close to him.

"See, this is what you've done to her. You broke her. She just wants to be with me, yet you keep insisting we stay apart." I rest my head on him and he rubs my sides softly.

"I think we're done for today..." One of the men say and I don't move out of Hero's arms.

"How about we go home and just hold each other? We can order something to be delivered or something like that." He says and I nod, still unmoving.

"Come on baby, we gotta go downstairs." He say and I grab his hand. Fuck what all these people say. Hero is mine, and I want him to be mine forever.

We go downstairs and the car is here for us. The ride to our place is long. We both get in and I lay my head on Hero's chest.

He rubs my hip a bit and I shift myself so I'm straddling him. His face changes to look more confused, and I smirk a bit.

"Baby, what are you doing?" He asks, resting his hands on my hips.

"I wanna show you that nothing can come between us. That I'm yours." I say and smile more. He seems to realize what I mean and smirks. He uses his hands to rock my hips. I bite my lip again, but now it's to stifle my moans.

  My hands run into his hair and I tug. He moans and kisses the place that drives me insane. I moan and start rocking my hips myself.

  I reach between us, unzipping his jeans. I stroke him, and his eyes roll back as a moan escapes his lips.

  "Let's get these jeans off you, yeah?" He says when he can get a full sentence out. I nod and lift myself off his lap, causing a whimper to come out of my lips from the loss of contact.

  He unzips them and quickly pushes both my jeans and panties down. I smirk and he lifts himself up so I can push his jeans and boxers down to his ankles.

  I set myself on his lap and wrap my arms around his neck. I rub against his hardness, and we both moan. It feels good, and it's like I'm gonna explode.

  "You feel so good baby, your so wet." He says into my ear and I moan. I reach down into his jeans and get the condom I know he brought. I watched him put it in his pocket from his suitcase.

  I groan when I feel him brush against me. It's like time has stopped and we're the only two that exist.

  He puts the condom on and helps me lower on to him. I'm not gonna last long, and I know he isn't either.

  He sits up a bit, burying his face into my boobs.

  "I wanna take this shirt off... but fuck it feels so good to be in you." He moans and reaches under my shirt and into my bra to knead my breast. My head rolls back as I moan, and rock my hips continuously.

  "I'm- fuck," I moan and rest my head on him. This is better then I thought it'd feel in such a small space.

"Come on baby, come for me." He say into my ear and I hold on to his hand.

"Mmm... I'm close," I moan into his chest and keep squeezing his hand. I feel him hit the spot deep in me and I lose all control. I feel myself come undone as I moan his name, and only his name.

Soon after me, he's doing the same. I run my hands through his hair once he's back to reality.

"You're beautiful," he says smiling, making me giggle into his chest. I climb off of him and he helps me get my jeans back on. I help him too and then lay back on his chest.

"Are we almost home?" I yawn and he rubs my back.

"Go to sleep baby, I'll carry you up." He smile and I slowly fall asleep holding him on the car