the mark

can't say i love you

Type got tharns heavy body onto his bed with him groaning.
Type took a step back looking down at him frantically.
"Are you okay?"
He nodded.
Then he put the bedding over him.
"Um i should get your medication."
Type was nervous.
Tharn shifted to his good side placing his hands on either side of types face.
His eyes darted back and forth.
Tharn tried to kiss him but type leaned his head back.
"The doctor said no physical activity for 6 weeks."
"I don't think a kiss is physical activity. I haven't seen you in a month type. You never came." His tone had anger to it.
Type brought up his hands to take tharns off.
He rolled his eyes and took his hands back shifting to his bad side. Tharn leaned his head to the side fuming.
"Um ill go make you some food before your medication."
Type leaned up walking away then he froze part way to the door.
"That day i believe you said you loved me and now you treat me this way!"
He said through gritted teeth.
Type took a deep breathe in.
He couldn't tell him his true feelings. After ziea shot him it was all types fault. There was no way tharn would want type and when the inevitable throw out loomed over him once he got tharn healed he couldn't bring him self to tell him.
Eventually type knew he was going to leave.
What is the point of telling him you love him just to soon have to leave?
"You lost too much blood. I have no idea what you are talking about."
"Ill go prepare your meal."
He then un froze to walked to the door opening it and closing.
Type leaned himself on the door looking forward. He tried hard not to cry.
Tharn was in his room fuming.
"You said you love me and now your taking it back."
He shook his head in disappointment.
Type was in the kitchen sullenly chopping the vegetables.
He deserved this. Everything he felt type knew he earned it.
After an hour type finished and got the pills for tharn.
Going up he went inside to see tharn laying down on his good side staring at the wall.
Walking in he put the food on the night stand then looked to tharn. He didn't move.
"Tharn you need to take these for the pain."
He shrugged.
"What your doing to me is worse."
Type breathed in looking ahead. Closing his eyes he took the pills in his mouth and Then looked down to the water he had brought him early and took a quick swig.
Then he got on his knees putting his hands on tharns face pulling him slightly up.
His eyes widen with surprise has type shoved the pills and water into his mouth.
Tharn tried to make this into a kiss but type pulled his head back then got up.
Tharn looked up at him with narrowed eyes.
"Eat your food. Try to sleep."
Type tried to leave but tharn grabbed him by the wrist.
He froze hanging his head.
"Why...why are you being so cruel to me? What did i do?"
Type gritted his teeth. Then he grabbed his wrist forcibly back.
"Its better this way."
"How is this fucking better?"
"You need to sleep."
"God damn it type! Why are you like this!"
Type shuttered.
Gulping he walked out quickly with tharn yelling after him.
"Type!"
"Type!"
Then he left closing the door without looking back.
"Fuck!" Tharn let some tears fall.
He had no clue what was going on. Why was type doing this to him?
What did he do other then stop him from probably getting rape and shot.
"Why type? Why are you doing this to me!" He sniffled groaning a little bit.
Type got to his room, leaning to his door he slide down dazed. His heart was in pain.
He hit the back of his head on his door. Then he let the tears fall.
"Its better this way Tharn. I'll help you heal and even if you don't Kick me out I'm going to leave."
"I won't let the love you have for me hurt you anymore."
Type looked forward letting his heart break.