The phase of panic always hit him, despite knowing where the small white bud fell. He picked up the earbud and put it in the slightly bigger white case. The room was a little dark for a bright morning, so he stumbled to see through his room. A large window crossed through the two walls that face outside, his bed at that corner. The sky was a pale grey-blue, clouds filling it up. The sun still crept over and he decided to keep the blinds closed, making his way over to the bathroom.
Hoseok sighed softly as he looked at himself. The same face in the same dirty mirror everyday. He laughed and turned on the faucet, soaking his hands in the water a bit before he lightly rubbed his hands around his face, making sure most of it was wet at the slightest bit. Usually he wouldnt do anything, but a week in bed was enough. Hoseok grabbed his toothbrush and rinsed it before squeezing on the most toothpaste that came out and began to do what required. He made sure he brushed each section before spitting out the white foam and wiping his mouth of any extra foam with a towel.
The tall brunette cleaned out the paste from the brush and propped it back onto its spot, walking to the kitchen. He got himself a cup and stood in front of the large grey box. The door slowly opened up, his hand on the handle, as he looked through. The juice still had a bit left, so he grabbed the rectangular container and walked back to the counter to pour it in. He tightened the cap back up and took a small sip, looking around the kitchen.
An appetite wasnt formed, so the male simply walked back to his room and turned on the computer, checking on his discord. He had a few messages from his servers, one muted while the other two were active from his usual friends. A quick skim was enough before he went into a private chat. No new message.
Hoseok sighed softly as he dug his fingers into his hair, looking down onto the desk. He shook his head, throwing rude thoughts about himself into his head. The brunette took a breath and pulled away his hands, quickly going over to watch a show. The morning was calling him, but he wouldnt answer. He didnt want to. There would be nothing to do and he didnt want to go out alone with no one. Its his fault he cant attract someone back.
A small sound came from his computer. Discord. He looked over and bit his lip, clicking on the message.
small butter ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 𝟪:𝟤𝟥ᴀᴍ
you know. we should try meeting up.
dont you live in south korea too?
ah forget it, im probably delusional.
Hoseok laughed as he leaned back on his chair, gliding side to side. He had been texting this person for a bit, really liking the idea of them though they dont know each other. Just gender, age, and nickname. Internet friends weren't really such an attachable concept to Hoseok, as he wouldn't meet a single one. But his buttercup here was different. The other really had him into deep thoughts.
hopeworld ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ᴀᴛ 8:25ᴀᴍ
lets stick to first a video call.
not to be mean. i would love to meet up.
Thats what they did, at least they planned. Hours had gone by from texting the guy before he find himself looking at the clock. It was 2am and Hoseok wasnt feeling his glow anymore. He sighed softly and put on his hoodie to cover his face a bit before he clicked the video call, seeing himself as he waited for a response, feeling no luck since he didnt warn before clicking the phone button on his screen
brrring!
"hope..."
