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"Felix! Rhino! Please come here!" "I TOLD YOU TO NOT CALL ME RHINO! I LIKE MINHO BETTER" the older of the sibblings yelled but went nontheless with his brother to his mother. "Your dad and I have to tell you something... it's really serious and I know it'll be hard for all of us, but we can overcome it, right? Please don't be mad at us we thought long about it and we came to the conclusion that it's the best for all of us and-" "What is it?" the six year old Minho asked. "Your mom and I... we'll seperate from each other. We're going to be divorced." His father finally answered. Both boys looked at them in shock. They knew that their parents fight a lot but they never thought that they'll really do this. "And... what'll happen to us? Felix is four!" "We know sweetie, we know... you can decide if you want to go with your father or stay here with me." "But dad... you'll stay here with us, right? You'll stay in Sydney with us?" His father sighed and looked at them with apologising eyes. "I'm sorry Minho. I'll move back to Korea." Felix begun to cry out loudly, he didn't want his father to leave, especially not to another country. Minho reacted fast and hugged his brother, their parents just stood in front of them and everytime they tried to pet Felix head or touch him in general Minho would block this.

A year later Minho was in Seoul with his father while Felix was still in Sydney. His mother found a new man to fall in love with. He attends school now. His fifth week just started and again they were people laughing at his active personality, he loves to laugh and be loud. He wasn't able to shut up. The other kids didn't like this so they tried everything to make him shut up.
Till an older boy came towards them and asked Felix if everything was okay. He introduced himself as Christoper but told Felix in the same moment to call him Chris. Chris made the children around them apologizing to Felix for being mean and the boy hugged his admirer since nobody helped him after his brother left.

Three years later Chris would always help Felix if he needs help but they never became close friends. Chris helped Felix with homework and when other kids were mean to him but he mostly passed tim with his friends who were his age.

Two years later Felix became more quiet. Chris left him for a company in Korea. Again he lost the only person who liked and helped him to Korea. He said to himself that he would never and he meant never come close to this country. He refused to learn more korean and his mother understood. He hated his korean name since ever but now it became worse. He stopped listen to korean music and even stopped the serie he watched because there was an korean actor. He wanted to avoid this country which took him all of his friends and people he could rely on.

Five years later he barely talked to anyone. He became quiet. He talked when the teacher asked him something but that was all.
Now the kids laughed over his quietness and his shyness. When he talked they laughed over his deep voice and how it doesn't fit his face. To this time he accidently started to listen to kpop more and he started to enjoy it again. It helped him when he were sad.

Two years later his favorite entertainment announced that they will introduce an rap group called 3RACHA. Felix always loved listen to rap, it made him feel something. More than rapping he loved only dancing. He enjoyes how his body creates art, how the music took control over his soul and moves. He loved how he could calm down and let all his anger, all his sadness, all his emotions free and put them into his dance.
He never danced in front of others, he was too scared. What if they thinks his dance is trash?
He shared sometimes some dance covers on Instagram and he was glad that some people saw them and even complimented Felix for his dances.

And then 3RACHA had their debut. CB97, SpearB and J.One, talented rappers, producers and even vocalists. Felix felt in love with them the first time he saw them perform, the first time he listened to their music. But something at CB97 felt odd familiar. If only he knew how they look like...

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