Choreographed Love

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allies pov

Daniel brought me back to his dressing room rather than me going back to Jack's. I sat on the small couch in there and just stared at the wall. It hadn't even been a week and he had already cheated on me. I didn't even know who that girl is. I wanted to disappear in that moment. He just went right for it. It hurt, terribly. I'm so used to mutual breakups that I had never really felt heartbreak before and now I was feeling it. My heart hurt awfully, like it had to been smashed into a million pieces then those pieces were smashed into more. It got so bad I started crying. I had never cried in front of Jack before because I never had a reason. He kept me happy and positive, and now he had built me up just to tear me right back down. I was so foolish to ever fall for a celebrity, like it was gonna actually happen. Like it was going to be like a fairytale, but boy was I wrong. I should've just stuck to the idea of kicking his ass at the skatepark.

Daniel sat down beside me, "Allie..I'm so sorry."

"For what? It wasn't your fault he's a dick and he cheated on me."

"I know, but heartbreak sucks. I think the worst part is that Jack knows exactly how you feel so I don't understand why he did it when he's been cheated on multiple times," he takes my hand gently trying to comfort me.

"Doesn't make sense to me either. I thought there was something there but I guess not. I'm not used to heartbreak either...I think that's why I'm struggling so much. All the breakups I had were mutual so it didn't hurt," I rest my chin on my hand.

"Well, I have a feeling it wasn't all Jack...Gabbie can be a bit controlling."

"Was that girl Gabbie? Who is she?" I looked at him.

"Gabbie is Jack's ex. She's a bit of a bitch. She's cheated on him multiple times and multiple times he tried to leave her. Every time she got him back though, until about nine months ago when he broke it off for good. One time she claimed to be pregnant with his kid and threatened to abort the "kid" if he didn't stay with her. Turned out there was no baby."

"That's terrible.." I looked back down and played with my fingers.

"Yeah, that's why I think it wasn't all Jack's fault...but he still should've pushed her away rather than doing what he just did."

I nod and look around the dressing room. "Do you have any food? I'm super hungry for some reason."

He nods and gets up and grabs his leftovers from lunch and hands them to me. I open the takeout box and eat what was left of his sandwich while I cuddled into his side. He started to stroke and play with my hair while I ate which calmed me down a bit. 

"Are you gonna stay in my dressing room or come backstage and watch?"

"I think I'll stay in here just so I don't risk running into him. I have to break up with him I guess, but I'm just not ready to face him yet."

He nods, "I understand that."

I nod also and eat some of the french fries and then feed one to Daniel giggling. "I'm so happy I have you as a best friend though, I don't know what I would've done without you."

He smile softly, "You know, originally I had a crush on you when you first came but Jack kinda beat me to you. I don't have one on you now but like it's kinda funny you said that."

"I can definitely say you're attractive Seavey, but not my type. I'm not really into giraffes," I giggle as he rolls his eyes then starts tickling me. "Fuck! Daniel no I'm gonna pee myself!" I laugh and he finally stops as I run to the bathroom.

I come back out and he's sitting there on his phone scrolling through something.

"What is it?" I ask walking over and looking over his shoulder.

"The drama in the fandom is terrible. So many people got videos and photos of Jack and Gabbie at Limelight and now they're starting rumors and shit. Thankfully nothing about you but it's still gonna be a pain in the ass to deal with."

"Oh yeah," I check my phone and see my notifications blowing up, tagging me in stuff that had Gabbie and Jack in it. Eventually I had to just stop looking because it hurt way too much. A few seconds later I got a call from Bryn and I answer it.

"Hey Bryn."

"Hey what's going on?" I can hear the concern in her voice. She's probably seen all the photos.

"Um.." I feel my throat tighten and water rush back to my eyes, "Jack cheated on me with his ex."

"Are you serious?!" I hold the phone away from my ear. "I'm gonna beat his ass and fucking dig his grave and bury him alive! I'm gonna burn him alive at a stake. I'm-"

"Bryn. Calm the fuck down please."

"Right, sorry. Are you ok? Do I need to fly to the next concert?"

"No Bryn, I'll be ok. Dani is sticking with me and cheering me up."

"Are you sure? I'm wouldn't mind going and seeing Jonah."

"Wait, how close are you and Jonah?" I never really heard an update on them since Christmas.

"Well...he says he wants to take me on a date you know...and I was thinking when you guys come to New York he might have time to but if I can go earlier that would be great so this would give me an excuse to come earlier."

I smile softly knowing that Jonah will treat her right. Jonah is a very down-to-earth guy and I would love to see some Jonah and Bryn babies one day. "I mean if you want to, I'll buy your ticket."

"Only if you want me to come Allie. I don't wanna invade your personal space if you need some time to yourself.."

"No go ahead and come. I could use some bestie time." I smile. Daniel leaves to perform and I stay in the dressing room on the phone with Bryn while we talk about Jonah and such. I bought her plane ticket to the next venue we're going to and talked to Jonah about her staying for a bit, and he says he wouldn't mind having her. We both talked through the night until we both finally passed out on the phone together.

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