I Cant Change

Ive gone mad. Jade's POV

I desperately leave our "Date". I trip over an old magazine with my crutches scattered on the ground. Everyone who noticed laughed except Jake. He runs over and helps me up. I grab the magazine to notice that the title is cut out and reads:
I was a mistake to mess with my school.
I run out the mall doors and drop the magazine and run across the street. I quickly open the doors to an old abandoned warehouse. My eyes give up and let the tears out. I whispered to myself "I give up".
I hear the doors slam open and notice the police. They flee in like flies to a lamp. The chief walks over to me and asks me why im here. I reply slowly and say "Its nothing, Im sorry ill leave".

Home: I sit in my room and lay there on my bed. Nothing but negative thoughts run through my head. I wipe the sweat off my forehead and sit up. I walk over to my window. I walk onto the fire exit. I run upstairs to the rooftop. I watch as the sun sets slowly. I smile as I notice how beautiful London is. I dry my eyes and stand up. The wind blows my long hair every which way. I walk back onto the rusty red fire exit. I almost slip getting back into my room. I sat and bed and waited for my brother to come and say goodnight.

I wake up with my body shaking. I feel as if I have gone mad. I sit at my vanity as the world shakes around me. Everything is blurry and I can't think straight. Nothing but terrible scary thoughts run past my head. I run to my closet to find a black outfit and wear it quickly. It feels as if I have changed. My mom voice drifts through the air in a weird creaky way. She asks "Sweetie are you ok?" I drop my water glass that I was holding. I try to walk downstairs but my legs were shaking and I felt like I couldn't walk.