this is going to be a short one, oops, because I HAVE SCHOOL! ); or I had while writing this.
Ship: Janiel.
Wc: 1013 words.
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3 person pov
Daniel woke up, the same routine as every morning nowadays.
He sighed while rubbing his eyes tiredly. He didn't want to get out of bed, he only did it for his lover, so he could see Jack.
He looked over at the other side of the bed, always hoping to see Jack there, and that it was a dream, or more like a nightmare.
But not everyone is lucky. Jack wasn't there.
Of course, he wasn't. He was in the hospital.
The blue-eyed boy bit his lip, so the broken boy wouldn't start crying. He needed to stay strong.
He just wanted so badly that his boyfriend could stay in this world. But no, he could die whenever. He could die right now.
That thought made Daniel's eyes watery and he started crying, almost choking his tears.
He put his head in his hands, taking some shaky, deep breaths.
After some minutes of sobs escaping his mouth, he slowly got up.
Just throwing some clothes on the bed, not really caring about what he threw. He had other things to think about.
He walked over to the kitchen and took an apple.
His mom was waiting for him outside, she was going to drive him to the hospital, that place that Jack was now.
Daniel took a bite of the apple and took a jacket on.
He walked outside and waved a little hi to his mom.
He forced a smile out when he got inside the car.
"Hi, mom." He said and looked down at his shoes. Why couldn't Jack just be okay?
"Hey sweetheart, how are you doing?" His mom asked him and she gave him a peck on the lips.
"Good." He simply answered. Of course, he didn't feel good, he was a mess inside. Daniel wanted to have his healthy Jack back.
A few minutes after, the blonde-haired boy stood in front of the hospital. He was nervous and excited at the same time.
He walked inside the building he knew pretty well by now.
After some talk with the doctors, he could finally go see Jack.
He walked inside his room, seeing his lover sleep peacefully.
Daniel smiled just a little bit, a smile that almost couldn't be seen.
The blue-eyed boy took a chair and sat down next to his boyfriend. He took the other boy's hand and squeezed it just a bit.
"Hi babyboy, I'm here again, as always. It's good that you get some sleep, I just wanna let you know that I really wish I could talk to you right now, that I could just see a little smile on your face, sadly you are sleeping right now." He said, almost whispering it.
He let go of Jack's hand and was just about to walk out of the room when he heard a little voice.
"D-Dani.." Someone whispered in a dry voice. Daniel quickly turned around and his eyes widen a bit.
"You're awake," Daniel said, sitting down on the chair again.
"Of course I am, I need to see you," Jack responded and cough in his hospital shirt.
Daniel smiled and just in a second everything was good and perfect, but only in a second.
A sound from a machine next to the brown-eyed boy then started bipping and Daniel knew exactly what was happening.
The older boy started panicking, but Jack took his hand.
"Daniel, I love you. Just please, be here with me these last minutes of my life. I want you to find someone else, you deserve it. Stop thinking about me when you start dating again, I will forever be happy if you are. I will always be there with you. Don't forget me, because you will always be in my heart." Jack said and squeezed Daniel's hand with his last energy, then closing his eyes.
The doctors then came storming inside the room and got a sobbing Daniel out of the room. Jack was dead, he will never come back.
The broken boy fell down on the floor, not feeling like his life was worth it anymore now that he didn't have his soulmate.
He could never find another one, Jack was the one for him.
He seriously couldn't see a life without Jack, the dead boy was Daniel's everything.
Daniel got up from the floor and he ran out of the hospital. He wiped his tears away.
He got inside the car. "How did it go?" His mom asked.
"Great, not because he fucking died!" Daniel said loudly and started sobbing again.
He thought this would be just a normal day for him, but it was the worst day ever.
After a while of Keri trying to calm his loved son down, he was finally home.
It didn't seem like a home anymore, just a nightmare that would bring 100 of memories back of Jack. He was really broken.
He said goodbye to his mom, promising her that he wasn't going to do anything stupid.
But her blonde-haired boy had crossed his fingers behind his back.
He slowly walked inside and looked around in his stupid home.
He walked over to the kitchen and took a knife.
This is the end.
He cutted a deep cut into his arm, slowly feeling his body give up on him.
The last feeling he could feel, was his head hitting the floor and it felt like someone was rubbing his cheek.
If he just knew, that Jack was saying the truth, he would always be with him, he probably wouldn't have done this.
But he didn't, he wouldn't believe that his lover would watch over him.
He was too broken to even be alive.
So he gave up, he took his own life just so he could be with his boyfriend in heaven.
And no one would ever separate them up there.
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This made me cry! ); I'm sorry if I made just one of you said, I didn't mean to!
