Love Sick Fanfic : WHERE IT HURTS

A P A I X O N A R *

* (v.) To fall in love with someone.

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Noh breathed deeply. This would be the last chance for him. He would give this chance his all and he would forever let go. In the end, all this mess was caused by him in the first place.

"Phun. I don't care where you will go or how long will you stay far away from here. I don't care if you don't want to see my face today, but listen to me." Noh said. His voice was loud even though he was not shouting. Some people around there started whispering and staying nearby to watch them.

"I have known for so long that I was all wrong to break up with you. We lost contact. I have suffered. I'm a selfish person and my decision punished me really hard. Knowing that nothing binds us anymore is a harsh reality that I created myself." Noh explained. "I can't live like this anymore but I don't know about you who seem to live well. You might be far away from me but no message, no call, no news about you is turning my world upside down. It made me realize that distance is not the case. Phun, please-"

"Oh?" Pang was also startled as Noh suddenly stopped talking because Phun was turning his back to face Noh.

Phun did not say anything. He stared deeply at Noh. He frowned. He clearly did not expect everything he heard just now.

"I'm lost, Phun." Noh's voice softened. "I want you to, please, own me again."

Phun was stupefied in his place for a moment. His face was showing how wavering he was this time. Instead of reacting wrongly, he decided to be unresponsive.

"I did not contact you because when we were separated, I was fully conscious that I have no right to know anything about you. Even though everytime I met you I was back to my miserly self, acting like you are still mine. I could not control myself." Noh explained more while watching Phun slowly  walked closer to him. The moment Phun stood up in front of him, Noh shook his head. "I bet you see me as a harebrained man now."

"No, I don't." Phun replied quickly. He looked at Noh's eyes with soft gaze.

"Unable to make a phone call or texting you is hurting me."

"You should have told me." Phun, again, replied instantly. "Noh, Phun will get rid of everything that makes you hurt. Phun will give everything that makes you happy. Noh just have to tell Phun."

Noh went speechless. He had made a wrong request to break up with Phun. He had made the same wrong request for many times until Phun was sure that breaking up was the way to make Noh happy. Later, Noh realized he was the one making mistake.

"If Phun knew you suffered because of that, Noh, Phun would surely call you." Phun said. "I didn't contact you because I didn't want to disturb your peaceful life without me."

"I was wrong."

"I just knew that today."

They stopped talking and only staring at each other's eyes. Little did they know that people around them who happened to witness all the conversation and confession were nervous, waiting for the final scene.

On the next second, Phun smiled softly that made Noh startled a bit. Noh was still not in his right mind when Phun got closer, grabbing Noh's neck gently, tilting his head a bit to finally kissed Noh's lips.