The Bad Boys Girl

gf and fights

it's been 2 weeks since i last talked to everyone. it feels weird but somehow i needed this

ryan and liv broke up about a week ago and she's the only one that's reached out ever since everything happened as i was getting ready for a party that she had forced me to say yes too even though a party is the last place i wanted to be at but i told myself it was good to get out the house

walking in the house was crazy there was people everywhere it looked fun overall "let's get drinks" said liv "i think there doing shot or drop in the kitchen" i said walking behind her "let's join" she said smiling as i was just about to have a good time i saw liv, izzy and liam sitting at the couch "we were going to see them either way" she said trying her best to smile "were in" she said pulling a chair next to the table the game was going good until liv looked like she'd been shot "what's wrong" i said looking at her although she was looking at something else "don't look but isaac and ryan walked in next to a girl" she said a sad smile appearing on her face "it's okay" i said forcing myself to smile "hey were in" isaac said walking behind me towards his seat directly infront of me with some girl and ryan "hey niki" ryan said smiling at me "hey" i said looking down "hey liv" isaac said smirking "hey" she said fake smiling "that was my chair" liam said coming back with drinks"who's the girl" izzy said smirking "my girlfriend" isaac said everything stopped the room got hot everyone at the table stopped talking like they didn't hear what he said "she's what" liam said almost upset "my girlfriend" isaac said throwing his arm around her "anyways let's play" said mason "you can take my seat liam" i said standing up realizing everyone's eyes were on mine walking out the kitchen my eyes were all of a sudden watery i don't know where i was walking i just wanted to get out the house i walked out the back yard and sat in the chair by the pool watching everyone swimming "excuse me" someone said grabbing there towel and leaning forward "i'm sorry" i said about to stand up "oh no your good i can sit in this chair" he said smirking "thanks" i said looking at my hands that were resting on my lap "whats a pretty girl like you doing out here all alone" he said laughing "it got too hot in there" i said laughing "yeah that's why i hate going to parties" he said drying his hair with the towel "i've never seen you around do you go here" i said watching him "oh no my cousin threw the party" he said looking up at me "oh" i said "yeah i actually live 30 minutes away" he said "nikki" liv said calling for me at the backdoor "well i got to go" i said standing up "see you later nikki" he said standing up "um i didn't catch your name" i said looking back "nate" he also said turning around

on the way back to the kitchen liv kept asking me if he did anything to me unfortunately she said it a little too loud " who" isaac said for the first time before i had the chance to come up with something liv beat me too it "some guy what's his name...nate" she said looking at isaac he was trying to hide it but he looked pissed i noticed clarie looking between isaac and me "hey your nikki right" she said fake smiling at me "yeah" i said bringing my attention to her Isaac looked up unaware of what was about to happen

"yeah... i just wanted to let you know with everything going on you seem to be managing everything very well those pounds you've gained have been looking good on you although you might want to start hitting the gym again" she was smiling almost happy with her response i was shocked to say the least my body has always been a insecurity of mine i looked down at my hands

"oh for fucks sake" isaac said removing her hand around her shoulder "fuck you at least she not desperate enough to sleep with a guy who's still in love with someone else"it was haley who said it it had actually surprised me i haven't talked to her in over two weeks "what i was just saying" she said still smiling not a care in the world "that was a bitch move" liam said standing up "babe say something to them" clarie said looking over towards isaac who was beyond pissed "your so intimidated by her she's an idiot don't listen to her " isaac said shaking his head towards her "babeee" she said stomping her feet i reached over for my phone and left i wanted to get out of this house these clothes out of everything i wanted to cry for putting myself in this position