The Teenage Bucket List

C-h-a-p-t-e-r 9

Here's the update I promised! Thank you for all the votes and comments! I know this is like waaay overdue, sorry? :( xoxo

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I think it's fair enough to say that everyone hates Monday mornings right? Well unless it's your birthday or Christmas, but that's a different story.
This morning happened to be a Monday morning.
And I felt as sick as hell. And to add to this, me and Tyler hadn't spoken since the day before.

I'm still not sure whether to be cross at Tyler or not to be honest. What he did was sick but at the same time was just a bit of fun.

I leaned over to the bedside cabinet and pulled my phone off charge. Maybe I should message him, or is time the best cure?

I turned my phone on, and opened up his name in messages.

Tyler, come over we need to talk x

My thumb hovered over the send button. was this just going to make things worse? No, leaving this will be worse. We need to talk this out. Anyway, it was a bit fishy, Tyler's never done something like that before. Ever.

I somehow gained the courage to press send. I felt like i'd just sent a break-up text.

I lay back down in the bed, and let the tears slide down my face. Why did my life have to be so shit? If only Kyle hadn't been in the wrong place at the wrong time, everything would be perfect. I would be living my life like every other Teenage girl, i'd have perfect grades and would have a perfect little life.

More tears flooded down my face, I wonder what would have happened if I had never walked in on Laurence cheating on me. Would I still be with that piece of shit? Probably.

It was then that it occurred to me that I wasn't alone in the room, whilst I had been sobbing Tyler had quietly entered the room, his face drained of any visible colour. It's his fault you're stuck here now. In more ways than one.

He sighed, neither of us knew what to say. Awkward much?

"Lookimsosorrylikeinevermentittogetthatfarlikeitgotoutofcontroitwasntmyideai-" Tyler started to ramble on quickly, so fast that I could not understand a single word of what he was saying.

"Why? That's all I want to know." I said as I played around with the frayed corner of the duvet.

"I thought it would be funny?" He pathetically shrugged.

"YOU. THOUGHT. IT. WOULD. BE. FUNNY? DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF RIGHT NOW?" I shouted at him. He thought it would be funny?

Tyler slowly nodded.

"Pathetic." I whispered. " I want to get a flight back home right now, but you'll probably hijack it again!" I said, raising the volume of my voice a little louder.

"Jas you don't understand-" Oh I don't understand do I? Bullshit.

"Oh I do, enough to know that you're a shitty little cunt!" I wanted to get away from him as fast as I could, so I grabbed my bath robe off the side and stormed into the first place I could think of, the bathroom.

~Tyler'sP.O.V.~

"Why that's all I want to know." She said, her eyes red and puffy from crying. I couldn't tell her the truth, no. That would be way too dangerous.