More than just Alone

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My alone is real
My alone has a name
My alone will not heal
My alone will not tame
They say it lets up
They say time teaches
They say I'm not stuck
They say I can beat this
Alone in my home
Alone in my room
Alone in my bed
Alone next to you
There's somebody here
There's someone with me
There's somebody talking
There's someone I see
Alone all the time
Alone in my heart
Alone in my mind
Alone from the start
There's people around
There's love in my air
There's also silence to drown
There's sad eyes and blank stare
Alone I walk
Alone I run
Alone I talk
Alone isn't Fun
There's people around me
There's ears, they listen
There's arms to support me
There's eyes that watch and glisten
Still alone in my words
Still alone in a crowd
Still alone with my cards
Still alone on my cloud
The ones who can hear
The ones who can listen
The ones show fear
The ones who see sin
Leave me alone in my need
Leave me alone when I cry
Leave me alone with scared creed
Leave me alone, they are wrye
They are kind to my face
They elude my support
They hold a shattered base
They inevitably fall short
So again, alone I fall
So again, alone go on
So again, alone I recall
So again, alone. I am gone.
They won't find me
They won't remind me
They won't show me
They won't even know me
Alone is how I was raised
Alone is where I came from
Alone was heavily praised
Alone I would just run
There is nobody when I'm alone
There is nobody to blame
There is nobody in my home
There is nobody to see my shame
Alone is where I'm protected
Alone is where I feel
Alone I'm never neglected
Alone everything is real
They can't see my pain
They can't see how it hurts
They can't see the rain
They can't tell me how it works
Alone isn't so bad
Alone is my choice
Alone isn't so sad
Alone I have a voice
I don't need acceptance
I don't need validation
I don't need the suspense
I don't need the illation
Alone I forgot my worth
Alone I let me down
Alone I'll find rebirth
Alone I'll find my crown
Then I can look back
Then I can see who stayed
Then I can live on track
Then this complex will fade
My alone is not real
My alone needs no name
My alone will heal
My alone will be tame

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 24, 2020 ⏰

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