The Day I said the 3 words

Chapter four

Amanda's POV
"Who the hell does he think he is?"

Trevor rests his hand of my leg, "He's not usually like this. Harry is just going through some stuff right now."

I can't believe he is saying this about the guy that almost punched his brains out. "Trev you don't have to defend him..." I look at him as we stop at the stop sign. He sighs and fidgets a little.

"He's not too bad. His mom has been in and out of the hospital for the last few months and it's took a tole on him. Plus I heard today that his brother got stabbed or something and he's coming back home."

I pull into the big house and let out Maddie, who was sitting quietly in the back the whole time. Getting out the car I walk over and hug her. "Are you ok Maddie?" I see a small tear fall down her cheek but she quickly wipes away.

"Yea. He usually says pretty harsh things to me." Hearing her say that, I shake my head and stare her straight in the eyes.

"That doesn't mean it's ok." I hear the car door shut and Trevor walks over to hug Maddie. "Shes right Maddie. He can't just say that to you." he gives her a small sympathetic smile.

"Thanks guys." She gives a small smile and hugs us both before leaving to go inside. Trevor offers to drive back and I don't argue. Sitting in silence finally we reach my house. Unlocking the door Trevor walks over to my side and opens the door. "I'm sorry our date was ruined." His eyes travel to the concrete.

"It wasn't your fault." I reach out and touch his arm.

"I just want to make a good impression on my girlfriend you know."

Instantly I see his perfect cheeks turn bright red and I can tell he never wanted to say that out loud. I can't help but laugh a bit. "Girlfriend? Huh?" He turns a deeper red.

"I-I...that wasn't suppose to come out." Glancing up at me he smiles.

"Well I guess we can retry out first second date! And yes."

"Yes?"

"Yea," this time I start to blush "I'll be your girlfriend." I say quietly.

Taking my hand he does the sweetest gesture. Trevor kisses my hand and smiles. "Good night Amanda!" He says as I walk to my front door. "Good night Trevor!" I turn around to glance at him one last time. His beautiful hair sways in the summer wind and I can't help but stare longer.

The night is long and I find myself drift off into a dream...

Trevor is laughing his beautiful laugh while I lay on his chest. "Trev you have done it this time." I smile playfully nudging him.

I feel his soft fingers brush across my face and I look up at Trevor. But the only thing is, it isn't Trevor. It's Harry.

"Harry! What are you? Why are you? Where's Trevor?" I sputter.

His smile makes my heart flutter but I quickly remember I'm mad at him. "I said where Trevor?!" His smile disappears and he looks at me straight. "Why did you choose him?"

I sit up and look at him.

"What do you mean."

His image slowly starts to slip away and I am left with a dreamless night. Wondering.

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I wake up to the sound of my alarm ringing and I roll out of bed to look in the mirror. Bags are under my eyes and I have to groan. "Ugh please not today." But I can tell today may not be the best day.

Taking a shower and getting coffee I turn my attention to my hair. "Oh my god no!" I straightened it but now it looks like I just rolled out of bed again. Sighing I push it into a very messy bun, drag on some ripped jeans and a Nirvana shirt. I quickly make toast and get on my way.