The Day I said the 3 words

Chapter Six

Harrys POV

I wake up for a start and notice someone hovering over me. Wait who the... I scramble from my position. "Dude what the hell!" I glare at my brother. James is laughing hard and sits down on the chair at my desk. "Do you usually smile when you sleep?" He says with a smirk. Taking my pillow from behind me I throw it at his head. "You're such a twat!" I tell him. He dodges it smiling.

"So this girl. What was her name again? Amanda?" He stares at me waiting for something.

"Yea. Why do you ask?" I get a little nervous knowing how my brother usually is with girls.

"She looks pretty sweet," he smirks "but I could change that!" That's it, I think. Getting up faster than he can react I punch him in the face. "Holy shit man! What the hell was that for?" He says holding his face in his hand. "Don't you talk about her like that. And if you do, count on being punched in the face again." I tell him flatly and head to my bathroom.

What the hell is wrong with that boy? Does he not have any boundaries? For God sake he is 18 years old! I think and think to myself as the water rolls off my body. I don't know what I would do to him if he touched her, brother or not, she's mine. Hearing a distant ringing I reach out the shower and grab my phone from the counter. "Hello?" I say into the phone. There is a long silence and I'm about to hang up the phone when they start speaking. "Im sorry man, I was trying to get something off the roof...it's down now so," Hearing him breathing hard I take scoot from the hot water a bit. "What do you want Trevor" saying it more commanding and less like a question. "Dude are you in the shower? Ah never mind! But are you going to Maddie's party tonight?" I hear more shuffling on the other end.

I take a long moment to pause and think if I should go. Hm, oh right Manda is going to be there! Well then I guess I'm going. "Yea man I'm going." I say slowly. "Amanda also told me she's coming too!" I hear him literally sigh into the phone, "I think she's the one Harry. I think she's the one." He repeats. Is he testing me? Probably not he doesn't know. "Nah man, I don't think she's the one for you. How do you think it will feel when she ditches you for some goody two shoes guy? I honestly think she might be too good to be true!" I tell him hoping to give him the benefit of the doubt. Turning off the shower I step out and put the phone of speaker. "Aha harry you are always full of jokes!" He says laughing away. The fuck? This isn't a joke douche, she's mine! I pretend to laugh along and tell him I have to go. "Ok bro but remember to bring some rubber!" He reminds me.

Finally he hangs up and I decide to check if my box is full of not. "Oh shit!" I shake my head in realization as I see the box has been tampered with. She must have seen yesterday when she came over...

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(Later on when he arrives at party)

Rolling up to the party I wait in the car for a little while. As usual there are a lot of people; the whole school plus some other schools too. Getting out my car I spot a beautiful brunette wearing white shorts and a oversized sweater. I smile as I know that it could only be one girl.

Amanda.

All of a sudden I see Trevor appear and he hugs her with his hands around her waist, I see her smile and put her arms around his neck. Are they...dating? Trevor sees me and let's go, beckoning for me to come over. I stroll over and put on my I-don't-care-about-anything face. "Hey bro!" He says and I half smile giving him a fist pump. My eyes drift over to Amanda and she briefly looks away. "Yea um did you see Kira?" I ask Trevor hoping to get a reaction out of her. But no her eyes are still glued somewhere far from looking at me.

"Oh yea, she's sitting inside. You're probably gonna hit that tonight?" He laughs and Amanda looks up to glare at him. "Sorry babe, I'm just stating what he is destined to do!" He smiles and hooks his arm around her waist pulling her closer to him. She rolls her eyes and moves out of his grip to saunters off.

"Man I love that girl!" He tells me looking back dreamily at her, "she's definitely got me twirled around her finger." He smiles. I say nothing to keep myself from punching him in the face right there. "So are you guys dating or something?" I finally ask the question that's been killing me.

"Oh hell yes!" He grins. I feel my heart hardening every second that I talk to him. "Ok. Well I'm going to get a drink so later." I tell him as I see two girls trying to flirt with me from afar. Inside it smells strongly of weed and alcohol, the two things which I mainly don't mind doing right now. Going to the kitchen I see a jug and quickly take a red cup and fill it. Taking the first sip it tastes like vodka mixed with grape juice or something.

By the time I had my third cup I was fully drunk now. I take the first pretty girl I see flirting with me and we start doing a full make out session. Her lips tastes of cigarettes but honestly right now I don't even mind. My stupid mind keeps thinking about Amanda and I just want it to stop. My hand travels up the girls leg to her short short skirt and that's when I feel someone bump into me.

Turning around I see Maddie. "Oh hey Mads" I smile in my drunken state. I can tell she's drunk too and she smiles. "Hey ya little bitch!" She replies and I start laughing.

"Wanna go skinny dipping?" I play a small smirk on my face. She puckers her lips and then starts laughing too, "Let's do it asshole!" She cheers and grabs my hand pulling me to her big pool. Outside we start stripping and she's in her bikini and I'm left in my shorts. Everyone starts cheering and counts, "1...2...3" Splash!

Everyone is cheering louder now and the music gets louder too. Swimming to the edge of the pool with Maddie I grab her waist and turn her around to face me. Her blue eyes are staring into mine and I kiss her without thinking. I'm still drunk but it feels lesser now and I'm vaguely aware of what I'm doing. We go on kissing for a while and when we stop for some reason I look up.

In the corner I see Amanda watching us and she spots me and walks away back into the house. The vodka must have been wearing off of Maddie too because she runs out of the pool and throws up in her flower pot. But my only thoughts are on Manda. I jump out the pool and try to squeeze out as much water from my shorts. The water is still heavily soaked in it and it slightly sags below my waistline. Not caring I run looking around for Amanda.

"Did you see her?", "where is she?" I ask multiple people and threaten to punch them in the face of they don't tell me. Finally I walk out to the front porch and there she is sitting alone. "Manda! Jesus Christ where were you?" I say angrily standing infront of her. I notice her eyes first drift to my v line and then to my abs and lastly my face, making me smile inside.

" I was sitting here the whole time. After I finished watching you skinny dip with Maddie and have a make out session with her!" Her voice raising every second. I stare hard on into her hazel mixed eyes. "Does that bother you Amanda?" I inch closer and closer to her. Now she is on her feet and her fists are clenched. "N-No it doesn't. You can't just take advantage of my best friend!" She says flustered. I laugh at this and move closer. "Didn't you notice I was pretty drunk too! It's not like it was a one sided kiss anyways, she kissed me too." I tell her and put up my hands and move away a bit.

This time she laughs. "What are you trying to do here Harry." She says turning serious again and I hear her voice shake a little. "Ha!," I cross my arms against my chest playing hard, "what makes you think I'm trying to do anything?" I smirk.

"You are always trying to hurt me somehow! First my boyfriend, then me and then my best friend! What the hell!" She glares at me. I wince when she refers to Trevor as her 'boyfriend'. I push her further until she's on the edge.

"So you're telling me you forgot all about those kisses? Did you really want to let me go?" I'm nearly 5 inches from her face. I can tell her breath has slowed down a lot and she's heating up. "N-no... I-I haven't. I let you go because I had no choice. You're different from me harry and those kisses meant absolutely nothing!" She gulps. I smile and whisper "prove it". Finally my lips touched her soft ones and I was instantly in paradise. I felt the connection and I know she felt it too. All I wanted was her and I know for a fact that she wanted me too...