I'm feeling ok. I'm right in the middle. Ok, I'm in a bit of pain cause I'm a female (hint hint) but otherwise I'm ok. The swim season is over. I have time to hang out with my friends. I do have more than one friend, I have realized that. I have stopped pushing them away. Although I do still want to cut, I won't. It's not smart and I don't have any reason to. I want to start soccer. I'll ask if I can be signed up i guess. I don't think I'll ever be ok with my body no matter how hard I try, and I'll have to settle with what I've got. I like swim and can't wait till next year! It's nearly summer break, only three months. I'm going to Georgia for spring break, and I get to bring my best friend! I wish I had a skill. Something I was better at than other people, but I don't. I'm pretty average. I like to draw, but I'm not good at it. I like to swim, but I'm not good at it. I like all of these things, but I'm not skilled at any of them. I hate how red I get when I make a mistake or have to talk to the class. I wish my mom would take me to see if I have adhd, I'm really curious to know if I have it or not, though I'm pretty sure I do. I wish something about me was pretty, even one thing. My eyes are close together, and I'm really tall. I don't like being tall. It's really awkward to be tall when your a girl. My friends are fighting still, why can't they just make up? That was back in middle school, they need to let it go. What happens in middle school stays there, or at least it should. I hope my feelings find you well. Please write back and maybe it will make you feel better as well. :)
