I woke up and yelped like a dog at the sight of Sebastian so close to my face.
But then I quieted down. Sebastian..
He was laying next to me in bed curled up in a ball. I realized my body was against his and I just moved in closer to his warm body.
I don't know why..but I felt like I loved him already. I pinched my arm with my nails. No..you hardly know him.
I Nuzzled my face into his upper side. I closed my eyes. I wish I could be like this forever. I wish he would just love me..
I looked up at his face and I blushed to see he was awake, staring at me.
"W-what are you doing?" He yawned and asked me.
"U-u-uh..j-just uh.." I couldn't think of an excuse.
"It's okay to do that, you know." Sebastian smiled at me.
Damn that smile..it's so cute and gets me all happy.
"Damn..sorry I don't know what I am doing right now." I sat up quickly and blushed.
"It's fine," he sat up as well.
I stared at him and he stared at me. His red eyes glimmered in the light coming through his window.
I don't want to know how I ended up sleeping with him...
I always thought his red eyes were contacts, that's what he told everyone. But no...they're real.
Sebastian broke the stare by looking at the clock.
"Shit," he whispered as he shot out of bed quickly.
"What's wrong?" I widened my eyes, worried for the demon.
"I'm late for work..." Sebastian sighed and started to get clothes out.
I got up and grabbed his elbow. I turned him around to face me. "Please call in sick and stay with me." I said.
What the hell am I thinking?!
Sebastian murmured, "fine...but only because it's you we're talking about." He patted my head and took out his phone.
He called his work and called in sick.
He hugged me when he hung up the phone.
"Hey," he spoke with pride.
"What?" I hugged him back.
"I know it's early and probably weird..." He paused.
"Please do continue." We pulled away and he grabbed my shoulders.
Sebastian leaned in, his nose nearly touching mine.
My heart raced. What is going on with him?!
"Please be with me...like be mine, Ciel." Sebastian looked at the ground, still about touching my face with his.
"I accept, Sebastian. Fuck what's wrong and right. Live life like you want for now." I smiled and lifted his chin with three fingers, making him look me in the eyes.
"Thank you, Ciel." He got down on one knee and bowed.
"Please don't be like that. I'm nothing special." I helped him back on his feet.
"Okay, I'm sorry." Sebastian nodded his head.
"Just don't let me fall hard. Please. I'm only a human after all." I sighed, trying to be completely honest.
"True. I wouldn't dare hurt you."
We embraced each other lightly. "How am I in love with a demon I hardly know?" I whispered and he let me go.
"I'm asking the same question except with a human." He smiled.
"I guess we're both lovable...maybe we were ment to be..." I sighed and ran my fingers through my dark hair.
Sebastian smiled widely at me. "Thanks for existing," he laughed and told me.
"Uh...thanks." I laughed along with him.
We both laughed for a while then it fell silent.
Sebastian roughly slammed me against a wall and kissed me deeply.
I groaned at the pain in my back but silently kissed him back, feeling pain yet loved.
"S-stop, it hurts." I finally was able to catch my breath and speak.
"I'm sorry..I just really wanted to do that." He looked down, ashamed.
"It's perfectly fine. Just....be more gentle!" I shouted lowly.
Sebastian nodded his head sadly.
He kissed me gently once more and walked out of the room, leaving me standing alone silently.
Damn him...
