After what felt like forever of just black, and very vivid dreams, I finally saw a familiar scene. With a familiar light and in the light came a familiar face.
Sebastian smiled at me and squeezed me affectionately. I didn't care about anything else that happened, I'm just happy that right now I'm okay and I'm with Sebastian.
I bit my lip after seeing the look on his face. The look of someone so deep in thought, they're oblivious to their surroundings.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing." He responded, too quickly.
Silence.
"Okay..." I look around. "Can we leave now?"
~~Time skip~~
While Sebastian drove us back home, the radio was blasting My Chemical Romance. (X) (cri. ;I) In the middle of a song, he muted the volume, making the rain seem louder against the window, and looked over.
"A woman visited you the other day." He said, concerned.
"Who would visit me?" I looked down.
"She claimed to be your mother." He licked his lips.
"She lied." I coldly stated.
"Okay." he responded.
The rest of the way home was silent. I bit my lip ring as we walked in the house.
"Do you think I lie?" I finally asked.
"No."
"Okay."
I went to my room and grabbed my phone. I heard a yell behind me.
"Uhh...wait! How about you shower or something?" Sebastian seemed nervous.
"Tonight I will, Sebastian."
"Umm...can I borrow your phone for a moment?" He stared at my cellphone.
"You have your own." I said as I pressed power on.
"Ten messages from you? What?" I stared, going from him to the phone.
He looked ashamed and locked himself in his room immediately.
Okay then...
I unlock my phone and read the messages:
-"Baby, you mean everything."
-"I've never opened up to someone this way."
-"I'm no good with words...I'm sorry you deserve more."
-"Please be okay, I love you."
-"If you leave me...I wouldn't be able to live."
-"Please continue to be you."
-"I think we were meant to be..."
-"marry me, dammit."
-"actually...later."
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I cover my mouth to cover the laughter.
"Marry me, dammit? So demanding." I giggle and delete the messages. I knock on his door and wait for a response.
Sebastian slowly appears through the crack of the door.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have-"
I pecked his lips with mine and stayed expressionless.
"Shut up." I say.
"But I couldn't feel that." He bit the inside of his cheek.
"You'll feel it later," I winked and walked back to my room.
A few moments later Sebastian follows behind and closes the door behind him.
"Can I feel it...right now?" He started to remove his wet jacket from the rain.
Staying silent, I sat on the end of the bed and watched, while slowly sliding off my shirt.
He removed his shirt and jacket, then stood between my legs, staring down at me.
"You're even more sexy when you're wet." He said, while staring at my slightly curly, wet hair.
Still silent, I twist my legs around his lower back and pull him towards me. My damp back lays against the black sheets as Sebastian's weight holds me down.
His tongue twirled around mine, and his hands worked up to my chest.
I stretched my legs out as he removed my pants, doing the same for himself.
One of his hands holds the side of my neck roughly, while the other gently rubs my area.
Letting out a sigh, he stops.
"Sebastian?" I sit up quickly, covering my body with his jacket.
"Sorry...I can't stop thinking of you...not in a good way." He looked at the wall.
"So you do think I lie." I feel tears start to come.
"No...I just want to know who that woman really was."
"I'll tell you when I feel necessary." I felt bad...maybe I should have said that differently.
"So you don't trust me, Ciel?"
"Sebastian, I do!...It's just not time yet." I hesitated for a moment.
"Whatever." He quickly walked out and slammed the door to his room.
I look down. "The creator also kills."
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Ayyy finally an update! Just because Netflix isn't working lol nothing to do. 😂 Also that last thing Ciel said, I'm very ashamed. I hope no one understands what I'm trying to say lmao.
Also been addicted to the mobile game Unison League >.>
It's a problem.
