Help My Memory (ON HOLD!)

The Return

So hiya! I have just finished my finals for college and now I can write more! YAYYYYYYY! Let me tell ya lovely people that college is so much better than high school. Oh my word... it's just, I can't even describe it on how more relaxed I feel. Anyways!!!..... ENJOY!!!!!!!! So, this is only a snippet of this chapter. Since I haven't updated in awhile I decided to upload this to give you something to read xD

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Returning back to the campsite, I felt the area around me go cold as everyone's eyes follow my every step. Avoiding their worried gazes, I quickly dart into the cave, relieved to be able to hide the embarrassment on my already red face. Although I feel content now that I made amends with Hood, something in my heart hurts. Homesick? Worry? I wrack my brain for an answer but all that comes to me is fuzz, complete static.

Frustrated, I carefully slide down, my back against the cold cave, and wrap my arms around my already shaken up body. I shut my eyes tight and slightly rock myself on the balls of my feet, wanting nothing but to remember. Not just the bogus stuff but real stuff, stuff that I know for certain.

The only reason I know what I was doing here in the first place was because I went through my bag and made inferences. It seems like a complete full bag of crud that I would be a spy. Though I want to not believe it, something in the back of my head is telling me that it's true. What I know is that my mother died while on a mission and that I am here from Italy to stop someone who is called the sherif... Everything else regarding the items in my bag, could be nothing but a lie. I mean I could be a killer or Silvio could be this crazy secret assassin and the only reason he saved me was because he followed me. Maybe... Maybe I am just insane.

Horrible thought after horrible thought runs through my mind, making me want to scream and punch something.

"Rosalina?" I heard a faint voice whisper my name. Ignoring the intruder of my thoughts, I put my head in my hands.

"Go away." I whisper but hear faint footsteps slowly walk up to me.

"Rosa-" A hesitant voice repeats, placing a heavy hand on my shoulder. I shot up and found myself face to face with Silvio.

"I said to go away," I whisper angrily and briskly walk to the other side of the cave, "I don't need you to babysit me. I have a mission I have to complete and I know you mean well but I- " I was stopped in my tracks for Silvio's lips were on mine, gently kissing me. Shocked, I stood frozen, my eyes wide. The shock instantly turned to anger as I pushed away.

"What the heck!" Anger raised into my soul, "I just met you and now you decide that 'oh now is a great time to kiss her'. No! No!" My voice raised to a scream as I looked into Silvio's eyes. I was about to let him have it when I looked into his eyes and they showed hurt. My heart instantly dropped and I placed my fingers on my temples, messaging the ever present throbbing in my head.

"I-I'm sorry... I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable..." He whispered. I cut him off short with a flick of my hand.

"Just stop. Please don't...don't talk to me anymore..." I whisper and walk past him, leaving him in the cave alone.

Walking out of the cave, I am met with a few pair of eyes but ignore them and sit by the fire. Will was sitting across from me and looked like he was about to say something but I cut him off.

"Just don't... don't say anything." I whisper and watch as the flames dance around on the wood.