Have you ever wondered what it felt like to be sad on the perfect day?
Thoughts burn your mind.
Worthless...
Pathetic...
Annoying...
Insults try to scar you, when you only wish to be happy.
I wonder what it's like to fly.
To be free and do what you will.
To be able to jump into the sky,
AND feel your wings bring you to light.
Some wonder what it's like to feel depressed...
It feels like you're being strangled,
While your killer laughs.
It feels like drowning,
While the rest of the world is breathing just fine...
It feels like falling,
That just won't stop...
I wonder what it's like to be "recovered"...
Do you feel triumphant?
Strong?
...Happy?
One day i'll get to know...
Right?
Or will my life be filled with:
"I wonder"
Until I die.
