I'm Pregnant, And I Have No Clue Who The Father Is!

Chapter 11 - We need to move one

"We need to move on. I can't be burdened by you and you do not need any distractions from school." I could feel my heart aching as I said this. I knew I still loved him, but I couldn't ruin his life or cause any more pain in mine.

Ben stood up looking into my eyes again. He spoke, "Katie I know that you do not mean this. Please listen to your heart. Right now you're listening to the voices inside of your head."

Ben took the palm if his right hand and put it gently on my cheek, caressing me with his fingers.

"It just hurt to know that we never lost our virginities to each other. We lost it to people we never even loved."

It clicked who he lost his to.

Kelly.

But I don't even blame him. Ben was a mess.

I opened my mouth to speak, but he stopped me cutting me in, "And I don't care if you think I'm going to ruin your life."

He inhaled, "I want to be with you and the twins. I want them to know that I will always be with them and with you. I want to grow old with you and love you with all my heart."

Maybe Ben was being serious, maybe he really wants another chance with me.

I noticed that he still had his hand on my cheek, he felt warm. I knew that this was the right thing to do.

"I love you too, but can you wait for me to sort everything out first?"

"Please"

"I'm sorry Ben."

....

I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror. I noticed that I was getting flustered cheeks more often.

Maybe this was a symptom of the pregnancy?

I have no clue.

Ben agreed for us to be friends... close friends.

As soon as I opened the mother door I saw mom crying and dad looking the total opposite. Dad just looked angry.

As I walked Ben to the door I gave a small smile to mum and ignored dad's cold glares towards me.

I knew that mom had more sympathy for me. I guess I'm still her little girl. I can't be a woman with the click if a finger. I'm 15! For my moms sake he could have had the courtesy to keep his dick in his pants or at least show his self.

I can't do anything now.

I gave my face a scrub then I left the bathroom and went into my room. I have school tomorrow, I need to look my best of course.

I picked a dress that I could wear. It's a long sleeved burgundy body con dress the long ones of course. I think it will make my pregnancy public enough, therefore I won't get a many questions about it.

I picked out a pair of white converses which where comfortable enough for me and gold hoop earring and obviously not forgetting a broken heart necklace that Ben got me at our month anniversary.

He has the other half of it just if you were wondering...

"This is perfect." I smiled to myself as I looked at my creation.

I really hope people will adjust to things now and not bother me or harass me.

I really don't want dad or mom to home school me.

At all.

I picked up my phone and scrolled through my contacts and saw Bens name with a love heart emoji beside it.

Instead of going past his name, I pressed call. Three rings later he picked up.

"Hello?" He groaned

I smiled. I loved how he would sound on the phone. His phone was far more deeper and husky. "Hi ben."

"Ohh... why did you call Katie?"

I tensed up and bit my lip. Why did I call him? "Umm.. did we get and calculus homework? Because I wasn't in and I do not want to come to first period empty handed."

He sighed. But I could tell he was smiling on the other side of the phone at me, "No we didn't. But we do have a pop quiz tomorrow and -"

"Shit!" I cut him off. "A pop quiz?"

He chuckled, "Yeah. A pop quiz"

"But I haven't even revised for anything these past months" I groaned in frustration.

"Then I guess you should start now?" He asked

"Yeah I guess I should."

It went silence for a few minutes. We both had nothing to say since what happened earlier.

"I guess I should go, Poppy is being a pain. Again." He said sounding a bit frustrated.

I giggled. Poppy was Ben's little sister. She had brown big eyes and thick long lashes and brown hair. she was only 10 but she is so cute.

Poppy is like the sister I never had. "Tell her I said hi." I gleamed.

"Sure. But I will talk to you later."

I bit my lip "Umm okay. Can we meet up at lunch tomorrow then?"

"Yeah bye." He ended the called.

Lunch with Ben tomorrow.

YES!

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Thanks for reading guys and I know it's been a long time. But my school work comes first.